Had this really random dream last night. And it was in an MSN conversation with jq, yh and david. LOL.

Anw, yh brought up this matter. About the girl that I had a crush in back in phs.

She was and still remains to be my first biggest crush. No one understood that, not even her. Probably the only person who understood it the most was my mum. ><

It was safe to say that I fell in love. But it was anything from a fairytale ending. Haha

Then that bastard came in. And yes I know, I shouldn't call others that, but it's the most appropriate word to use at that moment.

The whole period where he started liking her, woo-ed so aggresively, gave up, and went on to like another girl.. I was still wondering how to tell her how I felt. Haha.. Yeah, pathetic I know.

The reason why I felt he was a real.. yeah, was cuz'.. nvm, if you're really interested just come and ask me. Haha~ It's not entirely rival jealousy, okay, maybe it was a lil.. but he was more like.. a love-bully. If there's such a thing. Ah, but enough bout the guy.

"She'll never like you, give up."

It was a really miserable period. If I had the chance I'ld remove the later part of high school from my mind.

I only wish I knew what I am to her now at least. Of course a big part of me hopes that she still treats me as the "gor from primary school". Haha! But aye~ who knows. With what others have said in the past it's probably more like, "Oh, the loser on crutch?" or "Eww~ the guy that liked me"? I really don't know. I know she's too nice of a person to tell it to my face, so correct me if I'm wrong, haha. ><

But I guess everyone moves on right? She's in JC and she's enjoying her life. (: But the least I wanted was that maybe she could still consider confiding in me like she used to.

I mean, if you want someone to talk to, who better right? HAHAHA. I'm like the perfect man for the job. xD

Yep, that's that. It's all the past anyway. This blog is dying. Let this post be burried with it.