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Thursday, July 31, 2008

7:58 PM

Oh my.. paps bought durian again.. *wonder if he's celebrating 1 wk of freedom as well.*

My throat's going to have it rough.

But.. they sure are.. tempting..

6:49 PM

Mum's off to hong kong for a week! Kickass! xD

..too bad my dad's still around.

Anw, school today was... like any other day?

Went to lunch with the same people at the back. They then decided to prank 3 jokes in which I was always the slowest to understand. Kinda ma-lu after finding out how simple the answers were. =x They just laughed their asses off.

Tomorrow, should be going somewhere after school. Can't say where it is yet though. x)

... >< ...

Friday, July 25, 2008

7:29 PM

Was down with a mighty crapulant fever yesterday evening. Felt weird when I woke up in the morning so I thought I'ld just skip school for the day. But when I woke up again round 10, I felt totally great! xD What are the odds.

Came online and saw no one. When I was about to go offline, I saw tam nd si yang online. Then miraculously, people from my class started coming online. Almost half of the class actually. Then I found out from dav and roy that Ms G. brought the class to com lab for ss lesson. J.L told me it was Ms G. that suggested they should log in to msn. Lols. ><

So anw, I went to school, just in time for assembly. Slacked at the pool table with Dav, Stephen, Sze Hoe, and Lun Fei deciding where to go and waited for Yi Hui to finish her remedial.

Jonathan came by with a monopoly board and since we're totally bored out, decided to have a round or two. What a sight it was. 8 grown up guys sitting at a round table, playing a classic game of monopoly.. and making a hell lot of noise at that.

Lost miserably, almost declared myself bankrupt if it wasn't for the HMT guys that came out
and gave me a chance to leave the game.

Went to eat at amk's Sumo House. And boy, what a rip-off. >< Me nd sze specifically said "Jia Da." Literally translated as upsize, for my non-chinese viewers. But somehow, the waiter took it as "Jia Dan", meaning.. more eggs. So sze nd I ended up paying an extra 2 dollars and drowned ourselves in steam egg.

Stomaches full, we went down to AMK hub to catch a movie. Saw pei qi and caleb queuing up for tickets as well. Can't say the whole thing was coincidental... if you catch my drift. xD!

After much persuasion, we finally got yi hui to watch Hellboy 2 with us. If you don't realise it, most of the girls I know aren't really fond of such movies.

You know I can't smile without you.

The movie was pretty good, well in my books any way, haha! I don't think the rest of them share the same thought though... xP Oh and there were these cute cats in the movie, I wonder if they freaked yi hui out. Hahaha! xD

Saw P nd C yet again outside the theatre. xD But they were going hme. Anw, we thought there was this playground beyond an ulu exit door in the hub so the lot of us went in to check it out.

So umm.. apparently, the door to the playground was locked, and the door that we came in from was a one way door.

That scared the hell out of us initially. Thought we were gonna spend the night there. Luckily for us, this security woman saw us from outside and opened the door for us. Although she had that kind of look on her face that says, "What are 4 guys and a girl doing at a staircase landing?".

Took the train home, and man was it packed! Had to wait for 3 trains before we could even board. And on the 4th train, people were literally leaning against you. I couldn't even move an arm. >.<

Thursday, July 24, 2008

4:54 PM

Lunched with steph, lun fei, casey nd yi hui just now. Went around NP to help Lun Fei look for a present for his sister. Gu-niang siaa that guy... haha.

Went to the toys section in Popular to look around? Dolly The Explorer, Barbie, Carebear, Noddy In Toyland... x) Memories of all the cartoons we used to watch.

How I wish I could share just one tenth of his time with her.
But, haha... who am I kidding.
Its true that I don't trust the guy one bit.
But as long as she's happy..
I have to be.

Sunday, July 20, 2008

6:16 PM

Went out practically the entire day yesterday. Haha! Lets see if i can remember the details.

Woke at 7.30? ><.. ON A SATURDAY!! Can u believe it! But actually, I volunteered to join Stephen nd gang's jamming session so.. hehs.

Trained down to clarke quay and watched them jam from 9 till 11. Decided to call up lun fei, sze hoe, david and yi hui to catch a movie in the afternoon but dav couldn't make it so its just the rest of us.

Went to cineileisure with steph, wanted to buy the tickets for the rest but the ticket price was off the roof. >< Drummania-ed at the arcade while waiting for yi hui. When she came the seats were all full. DAMN. =.=

So we headed down to dhoby ghaut and decided to try our luck at The Cathay cineplex. Failed, and went to Plaza Sing... and got rejected yet again. Unbelievable.. decided to arcade after so many wasted trips. Played photohunt with them.. fun-naye. xD Yi Hui went to thrash the 3 noobs at basketball. Since I already know wad'll happen if I play hoops with her I went to play other games. xD

Even mre drummania with steph before leaving for lunch at Macs. There uhh.. yi hui didn't want her last nugget so the other guys decided to use the classic game of, "The longest nd loudest laugh in a public place" to settle the winner that takes it.

They laughed like idiots for a good 3 minutes and everybody started staring over.. ><. Probably the most embarassing moments yi hui nd I ever had. Lun fei couldn't take it in the end and just swipped the nugget when the rest were still laughing.

WENT DOWN TO city hall to walk around. Headed to topman coz sze hoe wanted to find a few clothes. There we tried on a few stuff and hilarious stuff happened yet again. Yi Hui laughs at anything. lols.

Went to the foodcourt of.. some shopping centre near the Esplanade. *Esplanade... sighh..... ><* We were hunting for the entrance to the rooptop. Went to a flight of staircase and saw... A COUPLE ACROSS THE BUILDING. Haha! All of us knew the couple.. VERY WELL. ;) What a small small world it is.

Anw, found the rooftop. We looked down at all those people walking in the shopping centre. There we noticed 4 girls waving towards us. So what the heck, we thought they were seeing some blurry images of us so we waved back and they went all high and stuff.

Upon closer inspection, we found out the girls were...... ZOMG. And the glass that was seperating us was crystal clear. We, the guys just went crazy... I mean, wouldn't you if you found out you gave the wrong impression to wrong girls? >< Yi hui laughed hysterically again.

Saw a couple of NDP parachuters in the sky and we went off. Sze Hoe wanted to play bowling but the slots were full. Went to check out Pool and it was also filled. Wanted to go K-Box instead and it was too expensive. Tough luck really. ><

More arcading till there was slot for bowling. Yi hui's feet are like... really really small, no, tiny. haha.. Sze Hoe CAN play man. The rest of us were just trying our luck. In the end I was 2nd and both lun fei nd stephen lost to yi hui.

Left for amk to eat steamboat and it was already about 8. Lun fei had to meet his aunt so he left after awhile. The rest of us just pia-ed chicken and prawns for 2 hours. Peeled prawns for princess lee, stephen the black, and myself till my fingers were numb. A cat came along and we kept feeding it, yi hui was just petrified at its presense.. lols.

We left at 10+ and I bought some durians for my parents as well as for supper. Hohoho! xD Sent yi hui to the bus stop before we left.

Exhausting but enjoyable day. (:

For more information visit yi hui's blog.

Thursday, July 17, 2008

4:48 PM

We had a movie screening during widespace today, "Facing giants"? Or something like that. It was a pretty nice show, but I felt it was too much brainwashing at some parts.

Yeah, the atmosphere to me was kinda lousy today. I mean, it justs feels weird. Not being able to talk to someone close to you. If only everything wld just sort out and disappear. I mean I don't like it, its kinda crazy. = /

Walked from sch to kfc with Steph, David, Greg, Lun Fei nd Sze Hoe for lunch coz they wanted to look at... *ahem*.

On the way we invented a new hand sign. First you cup both your hands together and open one side in and up and down ward motion, sort of like a clam. Its meant to call people "hum".. get it? xD. Nvm.

Anw, had a great time eating with them coz we always end up laughing like idiots.

She's happy.
Even though it hurts to watch.

She's angry.
And it hurts to know.

Monday, July 14, 2008

7:22 PM

Today.

Well.. I didn't do anything today, what a bum.

I like the company of friends but its hard to come by.. = /

Oh well, another brand new day tmr. Hopefully all goes well.

Saturday, July 12, 2008

10:07 PM

Mum wanted to use the com to download songs for her mp3 so I left for school to watch the guys play soccer.

MP3.... SIGH. What a lonely journey just walking to the mrt. I would remember the moments spent caressing and blasting songs through my darling on that stretch of road. God I miss it so much..

When I got to school, the guys were finishing up and we went to the back to eat.

Bought pancakes and went to greg's house with David, Xavier, Raymond and Ying Hui. Paris is still cute as always. xD

Played the PS2 and left at 8.

Friday, July 11, 2008

6:57 PM

Its suppose to be the end of Prelim 1. I should have been happy, but what a rotten day..

Played soccer and sprained my left ankle. I'm red like a lobster right now because of the scotching afternoon Sun.

Realised I left my wallet nd mp4 at the soccer court 10 mins after I left. Went back and managed to find my wallet thrown onto the grass, all the money was gone. Every single note and coin. At least my IC nd ez-link card was still around.

But here's the worst part... my mp4 was gone.

Sigh, it has to happen every year... what rotten luck. DAMN IT!!!!!!

$450, music, memories, pictures.. vanished in a day...

My mp4... you bastards. You guys can't even use it, its locked. Why not give it back?

Sigh..

Now I'm red like a lobster with a throbbing headache to boot.

Things just don't get any worst than this.

Wednesday, July 09, 2008

7:21 PM

Had our class photo taken today for the harvest, haha. I think I'ld look ridiculous again . ><

Stephen, Lun Fei, Sze Hoe, Casey, David and I didn't know where to go after everything. We saw Li Jia & Yan Cheng leaving the sch together so we sorta, well... followed them. (: Quite indiscreetly as well.

Lun fei: "Its either him or me!"...

Anw, the fun ended coz we started getting hungry and decided to eat somewhere. Then yi hui called and said she was bored so I asked her if she wanted to tag along with us and she did.

Went to eat at Northpoint. Foodcourts are damn expensive... >< And hello guys, stop barging into my private life... lols. =.=

After that David left for Stephie's house to take something while I pei-ed yi hui back to bishan. Well, she dragged me there... lols. I don't break my promises anw. xD Went back after that.

Tuesday, July 08, 2008

5:12 PM

Went studying ytd with the 4H girls + Hong Yi. Lets see.. what happened.

Jia Qi and Juin Li were down with flu so pieces of tissue were seen scattered everywhere. Juin Li used up my entire packet. ><

They left for lunch when I reached the place. Lonely me sat alone.. guarding 2 tables from curious onlookers. ): *Actually, its coz I ate already.*

Blah.. Sheryl came along, said she wanted to wait for Jeanne so she sat down opposite me while I focused on.. STUDYING. <-- Hear that? OMG!

When Jeanne came, they both left and then Loo came and she sat at the opposite table. =.=

Under Hong Yi's tutor age and guidance, I would say it was PRETTYYY fruitful, minus the times that I wasn't actually listening of course.

About 3 hours of revision, 1 hour of stoning, and 1 more hour to converse together. Left to walk around at AMK Hub.

Mmm.. Yi Hui left with Hong Yi while I took the train home with Juin Li, Jia Qi and Yuh Yan. Then umm, there were these bunch of crazy girls that kept shouting my name and yuh yan they all were like so curious as to who they are.

So they practically stared at the crazy sec 3 girls throughout the whole train journey and said they'ld protect me? Haha! >.< When we got to Sembawang Mrt, Loo couldn't stop looking at the girls.

But I sent her home anyway, before walking home along that lonely stretch of road...

..naw! I'm just kidding.. As long as there's music. (:

Friday, July 04, 2008

10:52 PM

I shouldn't love you
but I want to,
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you
but I can't move
can't look away

And I don't know
How to be fine, when I'm not
Cause I don't know
How to make this feeling stop

Just so you know
this feelings taking control of me
and I can't help it
I won't sit around
I can't let it win now
I thought you should know
I tried my best to let go, of you
but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know

It's getting hard to, be around you
There's so much I can't say
And do you want me to have feelings
And look the other way

And I don't know
how to be fine, when I'm not
Cause I don't know
How to make this feeling stop

Just so you know
This feelings taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around
I can't let it win now
I thought you should know
I tried my best to let go, of you
but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know

This emptiness is killing me
and I'm wondering why I waited so long
Looking back I realized,
It was always there, Just never spoken
And I'm waiting here
Been waiting here

Just So You Know - Jesse McCartney.

I know its an old song and all but, its just.. yeah.

Youth Day today? I don't know what to say.. haha, didn't even know it was suppose to be a celebration day. Most rotton thing is, I bought the $6 thermometer from Popular. ><

Mmm.. free ice cream from the grand lady herself, always knew she was nice. (:

Went off to j8 with Xavier and Pei qi, she's brutal... as always.

P.Q wanted to eat at Ljs, but I hate it so... I won and we went to the foodcourt instead, hohoho. x)

Ate and had a long talk.. mostly about... yeah, weird.

SELECTIVE MEMORIES. =x

Went back to YCK and sent her home before going back to school for soccer. Had more free ice cream when we were heading back home.

Wednesday, July 02, 2008

5:45 PM

Isin't it just scary how difficult it is to control time? I mean, the other day when I was at the library, time seemed to freeze over.

And now I'm here in front of the com, supposed to be studying when I got home at 3, yet I haven't touched a single book. Time flies...

Wanted to stop at 5, but when I walked past my guitar I suddenly had the urge to try and learn some pieces.

Low and behold, its 6. And I still can't strum a tune, damn..

This allergy to books is really gonna kill me some day.

- Those 2 words. Its been mentioned by so many of you guys already, and I really appreciate the thought and all.

If only it was that easy..
..haha

But its alright guys, I know you're trying to help. Its nice really. (:

I have nice friends who cares... right p.q nd jq? ;) And every one else.

Dude, focus! focus! Prelims... The big O..

Tuesday, July 01, 2008

5:52 PM

Mmm... OMG!! Social Studies paper.......... My mind went blank trying to think of factors or reasons for the questions. Conflict in Sri Lanka? The only thing that came to mind were Sri Lankan crabs. And every thing after that just went downhill.

Maths wasn't that bad though, even someone like me is confident of passing it. :D Who knows.. if I fail, I'll... cut.. off.. a strand of hair.

Went behind to eat with Lun Fei, Steph, Casey and Philip. They're really a lively bunch to be around, haha! Something hilarious always happen when I'm around them. Today was no exception.

Casey waved to Cheryl and when she waved back, Steph happened to see and thought she was waving to him so he waved back, and then cheryl had a "Huh?" look on her face, hahaha! Steph just stoned and blushed when he found out what happened. Oh and we couldn't stop teasing him then.

Casey: "You wanna go over and say hi? Maybe she won't reject you this time." ROFL.

Anw, had oral after school and man was it intense! But luckily there were these 2 birds that were flying around in the hall. Got some stress off my chest just looking at them getting stucked, doomed to die.

Did I mention I was the 3rd up? I could barely read a quarter of the passage. The conversation question was "JC nd Poly, which is better and why?", I HOPE. I kept forgetting how to say JC and Poly in chinese. Gawd. Once I wanted to say something like, you wouldn't be able to get a degree in JC whereas you could in a Poly?

So I accidentally asked them whats degree in chinese... ><.

So thats practically all she wrote.

-SCREWED-

Oh wait, I just remembered something that happened ytd while studying in the library with jia qi, juin li and hong kiat.

Lee Jia Qi tried to seduce me! ZOMG. Too bad she's not my type. (:

Hahaha! Well actually, she just mistook my leg for Juin Li's.

Library...
Bummer...