I totally dunno wad to say about de hapennings of 2dae le.....is so damn saddening to talk about it again.....i tawt valentine's day was suppose to make 1 feel nice n cared? 2dae realli was too sucky fer me.....started at de 1st period....i brought chocolates for de class one...but i dunno how to giv it out, coz it was joint together n had to be sperated manually....and aniwaes thx to ppl lyk george, ming yan and dew fer givin me valentine's day goodies....realli thank dem, at least dey made de day special....den i saw all mi best budds' getin deir valentine's swit n chocolates from deir god sis.....which r some also lyk mine? i tawt a few dn want to giv me...so i din mind....but ltr is all dun wan to giv lor.....is lyk v....v.....heartbreakin beyond description? all mi god bros got so much dat dey nid lyk a whole plastic bag to put in....n i had lyk onli dose swits from mi classmates which were enuf to be fitted into mi hand? everythin's so f**cked up mann y'noe?....how wld u feel if u treated ur friends lyk close sisters n wanted to giv dem somethin but dey gav u nothing....din even look or talk to u de whole day......on valentine's day.....de feeling was painstakenly hard to tell lor.....lessons turned rotten, din hav de mood to study...1st tym after yrs so depressed....din noe wad to say...i want to take dis oppurtunity to thank wen yi fer caring btw...as i said lessons sucked...i lent mi precious wwe cd to mi friend to watch, n he broke it in de classroom.....haiz....Ltr on i din wanna go wib mi class to seoul garden or aniwhere else to b exact.....de day seemed too pressurizing liaoz...but in de end i still went....tawt an all-u-can-it buffet cld cheer me up.....de gals were reluctant sayin it was too ex n all....den we had to lyk lend dem alot of money? den it happened, wen were about to leave george made one fo de workers pissed, which happened to b a gangster...mi friend nearly got beaten coz of george coz george left liaoz...n den he picked de fight wib mi other friend instead.....at de end everyone din fight of coz...=.=" den everyone left v in a v "down" spirited manner? den some of mi frienz wanted to cont to stay n walk around in de shoppin centre....but i tawt it felt meaningless liaoz.....den i left....along de mrt station n mi hse.....saw so mani lovin couples huggin n holdin hands....n dose gals hu were alone, majority had roses in deir hands.....2dae was too f**cked up of a day......dun wish to tok about it animre....lost faith in mi sisters....saw hu were mi true friends....everythin happened rite dere....flashed though mi mind....i'll nver forget 2dae though.....de worst day of mi life so far....will nver celebrate valentine's day wib ppl i once called mi family.....i regretted not buying a few presents for mi 2F n 2G de frienz......dey shld b de ones i shld b givin somethin to...de chocolate which i had....i ate some....but so much was left behind..it eventually melted n i threw it all away....And i nver did giv any chocolate to dose god sis of mine in de end....even though i wanted to....i tawt dey din realli deserve it animre....no one did.