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Saturday, May 30, 2009
10:52 PM

Back from camp.

I think I still have some flour left in my nose from that last game.

Today's station, bobbing apples, flour tic-tacs, turn 15 rounds and answer one lame question. Failed at the end and had to restart everything. !@#&%& Overall I failed 4 times at answering lame questions.

1st question: How much ml is there in a can drink?
Me: 150ml?
G.L: No, 330ml.

2nd question: What does a cow drink?
Me: *In a state of panic at the 5 sec countdown* Uhh.. milk? *Shit*
G.L: No, water.

3rd question: Where is T13?
Me: Don't know.
G.L: There is no T13.

4th question: How many months have 27 days.
Me: Uhh.. 1?
G.L: No, all.
Me: !@%^

So I turned a total of 60 rounds. Felt very nauseus and very shagged. So I came home today instead of spending the 2nd night there, so, I skipped dance night. =x

Oh yeah, had our intro lesson 2 ytd, which was the first day of camp. I dropped-beat *Blending two songs of the same BPM together* on the first try! :D I'm now aspiring to be a kickass D.J during my sparetime. Haha! A turntable and a mixer with cables will cost around 4k!! Can only afford to practice in school. :S

Ok wow, totally shagged. Shan't blog too long today. Meeting Shu Hui and Jenn tomorrow to celebrate Shu's birthday. (:


Monday, May 25, 2009
11:54 PM

Yui's back! Alright! lol. She's been on hiatus for some time.. but this an awesome return song. (:



And Green Day's album is kickass! Hohoho.



Sunday, May 24, 2009
12:09 AM

Friday night out with the Integ gang. (:






Zk, nerd form.



















Wednesday, May 20, 2009
9:29 PM

I was looking through this simpsons episode opening on evolution and the comments that people write are epic. Haha. My thoughts are <-- *arrowed* beside some comments.


axl409v:
Evolution would have to discredit the biblical existence of a god because according to the bible, god created man, when in fact man was not created but in fact evolved over time from related life forms.

jamespdavis:
I think that's the way it should be viewed; but one should go a step further, and recognise that creation vs. evolution has nothing to do with the existence of God- that is to say, a man may believe two things- In God and in Creation- and disproving, or discrediting, one of these has no actual part in discrediting the other. That really sounds like a question for whichever invisible man in the sky you're referring to. <-- *Rofl-ed at this one*

jonnymorley:
But there is no god. <-- *Nostalgic phrase. LOL.*

KlassicStrat72:
Give me a coherent answer as to why :-)
please dont say "cuz it says so in the bible" or something like that.


BringbackLKandMX:
Dude if your trying to change how we think then your going against one of God laws:Respect in other peoples beliefs. <-- *This one is.. epic outta epic. Its even my pm now.* goodflo911:
Nothing can be proven as impossible. It's to be measured in terms as (less/more) likely or unlikely. I believe in the evolution theory. I am an atheist, but I definitely don't rule out a god and/or gods etc. I think nobody here knows, and anyone who claims to know is an idiot in my eyes. (hence most religious nutsacks and 50% of atheists are idiots in my eyes).

starsandbarsforever:
Oh for the love of god. this is just a cartoon and still people bicker about religion, all because of its lean towards evoloution. people...relax it is just a cartoon for comedy. no wonder why the human race is doomed, because of all this disagreement. in that case i guess that "god and/or evoloution" is rather irrelevant then. now there is one for you all to suck up.

Conclusion? Like starsandbarsforever put it. People really oughta lighten up.


Tuesday, May 19, 2009
9:58 PM

Currently having a very thoughtful conversation with yi hui about love. So here's my theory.

The common love couples we see around us, *active teenagers* tend to fall in and out of love often. Why does that happen? Why are they so active. Its like a cycle no?

Guy and girl breaks up. Either one of them will eventually move on first and find another partner. The other spouse would probably be thinking, "Hey, I can't believe he/she moved on alr. Maybe I should too. FIND A BETTER ONE STILL!" So someone will come into their life, looking all merry and cherry. But its only if not, just temporary infatuation.

So... my theory is, when one is not happy that the other moved on, it'll maybe fuel himself to move on and find another girl. But sooner or later, like all the infatuated people around us, they will break up. And they will move on again.

Reverse psychology? The search for a better partner everytime one breaks up. And if my theory is right, that is why ppl who fall in and out of love so often just can't seem to settle down.

Then there are the very sad minority of ppl like me, who eventually finds the "special someone" will experience major love-sickness. :S Sigh~

Wow, I cld write a book about this. ><

And yh agreed. lol!

Oh and, if you think going in and out of relationships is an "experience". Ask yourself first, can you handle it.

On a 2nd note, something happened when I was taking the MRT.

I entered and saw an empty seat. Just when I was ABOUT to sit down, like in a hunching position, I saw an elderly chinese woman and gave the seat to her. 2 elderly malay women who were sitting nearby smiled at me. *Felt very noble. HEHS. ^^ v smiled back of course.*

At the next stop, someone who was sitting next to the woman I gave my seat to stood up. As I was in front of that empty seat I was the first to notice. So as I was ABOUT to sit down, this time my butt was nearly touching the seat, another elderly woman came in through the door and was heading towards my seat. The 2 malay, and the chinese elderly who I gave my seat to burst out in laughter when I had to give my sit away again. ><

Unbelievable.

Gave in to fate and stood throughout the journey instead.


Monday, May 18, 2009
11:41 PM

Woo.. okay, jamming today yet again. Hopefully we'll have some nice songs by the time an actual gig comes. Haha. Poppin' Champagne!!! :D

Oh and, here's the reason why I felt David Archuleta should have won American Idol. This is just raw talent and beautiful vocals right here. COOK IS BORING YO.









If you guys want the cd/aol version just ask me for it when I'm online.

Beautiful vocals ftw!

Cheerios~ (:


Saturday, May 16, 2009
5:38 PM

Went down to Metropolitan YMCA with the group. They briefed us on the many challenges face by leaders like us. Who are going to control very young children. >< I'm sure most of them will be a lovable bunch. But there will always be the exceptional cases.

I can almost imagine them saying "gor gor" or "shuai ge ge" xD! *hyperventilates* Sorry ah, no siblings. So you can picture how happy I would be to be called that.

Oh well. I heard we'll be handling some foreign kids too at the camp. Americans.. JAPANESE, HONG KEES, AND EVEN MEXICANS!! *JIA LAT* Heard some of them might even be of royalty descent. wow. Pressurized really. What if we got sued.. what if the kids doesn't like us.. what if we can't handle them. ><

Bah! Just kidding. There's no wayyy I can't handle a buncha 6-12 year olds. *Self comfort*

Anw, ended the whole thing and took a bus back to Orchard. Everyone went their seperate ways while I headed to Far East for a walk. Decided to cut my hair among the 50+ hair salons that they have in there.

Its cool though, they washed my hair before and after cutting, haha. Did I mention it was a girl that was washing my hair? Hehs. She was like.. massaging for a good 10 mins, dry washing of course. And it tickles when she kept rubbing my neck and ears. HAHA! *Very sensual too* Hehs. ;)

Oh.. on the way back to Orchard Mrt. And yet again, when one passes through the Grand Hyatt hotel.. one will always fall in love with the sight of the sexiest things on earth.

AN ORANGE LAMBORGHINI!!

God damn, everyone was staring at it. What a beauty! I took a picture but I can't use my handphone to put it here. =.= Wasted~

It was something like this though.



What a beauty! :D


12:09 AM

Took apart a desktop yesterday. Mr Teo's like my favourite lecturer to date. He's funny, young at heart, and just so geek-ily cool. I mean, I just admire IT savvy people. Respect.

Oh and the 2 senior DJ's at SP oozed coolness. Like totally.



This guy on the other hand, is just insane. Would I ever be as good as that one day?

Hell no! That guy's not human! Its like he has an extra arm or something. But I've found a role-model now at least.

Sigh, look at the time. Gonna have to go down to meet up with the company that we're gonna work with for ONOW. In like, I dunno, 9 more hours? That's not enough sleep for me. ><


Thursday, May 14, 2009
9:17 PM

Unbelievable day.

Wanted to go celebrate j.q's bdae with the 4H girls but apparantly, someone doesn't want me there. Y.H alr told me about it ytd, and I understood completely. They wanted an all girl's night afterall.

So I finished D.J-ing at about 7 today? Was walking towards the EEE block when I met Arfian and Melv outside the guitar ensemble room. (My bandmates). I asked them what they were still doing in school for and they said they felt it was still too early to go back.

But we did went off after a while. Their words however, got to me. The urge to stay out instead of heading home was apparant. So I sms-ed yy to see if she was still in school. Since it was way too long since I last saw her, I thought, why not meet up and send her to the party or something?

Luckily for me, she was. So I accompanied melv to semb before heading to yishun. On the train, I received a call from an unknown number, and guess who was on the other line? Peh Juin Li. Smiled a bit from hearing that old familiar voice. Short-lived though.

"You're not coming are you?!"

Those words really. I mean, how desperate do they think I am? Since when was I known to crash in uninvited?

Told her I wasn't. And guess it wouldn't be appropriate to tell her that it was nice to hear her voice again. Since she was in such a hurry to hang up.

Then guess what, yy smsed me to ask me if I knew I wasn't invited. Like... god damn it. I just didn't felt like explaining anymore.

When we eventually met..
Me: "Hey. (: So how're yo.."
Her: "GO, like please go now.. they won't like it. Bye."
Me: "I'm not.. sigh, forget it."

And that was that. Not even a proper 2 minute conversation after not seeing each other for weeks.

Sometimes I ask myself, why bother? In this lifetime, it just doesn't pay to even miss your friends anymore. I don't know, it seems like asking for some quality time these days is equivalent to wanting the world.

I don't blame them. Because underneath everything, this would be just one of the many things from the f**ked up life I was born with.

Oh and look, the old man is jobless and STILL smoking *in the damn house*. I'll probably just give myself about 10-20 more years to live before I bid sayonara. Which is a good thing, considering this wonderfully fulfilling life.

You people ask why I don't believe in a god.

... what god?


Monday, May 11, 2009
11:52 PM

Haha! I was just visiting our dear ex F.T's blog awhile ago and her latest post just was.. wow. What a sense of accomplishment. (:
To my angels of 4 Humility 2008

Thank you very very much for the wonderful surprise...



I was very very touched (to the extent that my tears welled up in my eyes) when I opened the bottle and saw its content...

40 nicely hand-written cards... Oh my gosh...

I really can't imagine how you all did it.. and the tremendous effort that was put in...

All of you are in different JCs, polys..everywhere... your schedules are so packed..

How did you all managed to do it?

It's really great being ur (ex) form teacher...

Yes, I'll definitely remember all 40 of you... and what all of you wrote on the little cards.

Yes, I'll try my best to bring the whoever to our next class outing.

Yes, I'll invite you all to my wedding (if your FT manages to get married in future)

Once again, thank you... my 4 Humility.

You all are really my angels.. really. =)

* * *

1个罐子。40张写满祝语的卡片。

正如学生所说，1个都没有少。

你知道吗，当我打开罐子，看到卡片的时候，我真的很感动，很感动。

现在大家都已经各散西东。可想而知，要大家聚在一起写卡片，是一件何其艰难的任务。

可是，他们做到了，而且，每一张卡片都是美美的。

你感受到我的快乐与感动吗?

能成为他们的班主任，真的是一种莫大的福气。

他们对我的好，远远超过我对他们的付出。

感恩。我真的很感恩。

Miss Choi

Great job guys! We've assured our place in her wedding. *assuming there's gonna be one.*

And I'm not very good in chinese as you all know but I'm sure those last few words meant that she was thankful. ><

Of course, this would all be impossible if not for Ms Kong Wen Yi. Seriously, sometimes the way she does things scares me. LOL. Presidency ftw girl! HAHAHA! *inside joke*


Sunday, May 10, 2009
9:29 PM

I got this from Greg's blog, who got it from a guy called Mel.

The Greatest Irony of Love:

The greatest irony of love is loving the right person at the wrong time, having the wrong person when the time is right & finding out you love someone after that person walks out from your life. Most relationships tend to fail not because of the absence of love (love is always present), but because one was being loved too much & the other was being loved too little. Most often we fall in love with a person only to discover that for them, we are just a pasttime, while the one who truly loves us remains either a friend or a stranger. Here’s a piece of advice: Let go when you’re hurting too much. Give up when love isn’t enough & move on when things are not like how they were before. There is someone out there who will love you even more and surely then, you will know true love.

And yeah since Greg wants me to post about this.. YES I DID LOSE TO HIM IN FIFA. 4 games to 2. SO WUT..

He's gonna get his ass kicked the next time we meet. That LUCKY LUCKY guy.


Saturday, May 09, 2009
10:53 PM

Zouk with the only 3 PHS people that knows how to partayye~ Haha..


Doesn't look like it but people are dancing madly around us in this shot.





Too bad I didn't get the chance to take a pic with yh's classmates... LOL. xP

Oh yeah! How could I forget. Jammed at Moberly last wednesday with a couple of people that I just met recently. Melvin and Arfian were on the guitars, Zaim on the drums, and Greg was on bass. Because of this impromptu meet up of random people from SP, we decided to call our band, "The Last Formation". lol.

Hopefully, things go well and it'll be the start of something great. They're all good musicians. (: Its no easy task learning 4 songs in less than 3 days.


Friday, May 08, 2009
4:04 PM

Went to Lollipop @ Zouk yesterday. Thought I was late for the opening so I cabbed down. But they only started 45 minutes after 6pm!! ZZZ. So stood outside the line and waited till they allowed us in.

First time in zouk. The place had ultra-violet lights inside to make those wearing white glow. That included my entire top and sneakers. lol. And then there are some.. *wow* stuff that I can't say here.

I'm amazed though, is that how they party at zouk? The music was off-the-charts-LOUD! Its like you're standing directly next to a speaker thats 3 times bigger than you and its blasting at max volume. And the bass was strong enough to make your whole body bounce with every beat.

It is said that loud music causes lung collapse. >< *and I thought my mini subwoofers were bad.*

Oh, Shigga Shay was one of the acts. To those who doesn't know him, he's a chinese guy with a heavy south american rapper accent and he's a student of SP. He's signed to a record company and already produced a couple of songs. You can look him up in youtube I think.

Was kinda just standing at the quieter area of the place and checking out, *ahem*.. "THE PLACE" for the first half of the night. Then Sze Hoe, Syafiq, and Yi Hui came with their friends. Syafiq went off to dance with his gf while sze, yi hui, her friends and I went to the middle of the mosh pit to dance.

I don't know if they call it a mosh pit in a disco club though. But I can tell you its wayyyy better than one at a Fall Out Boy concert. Of course its still super crowded but minus the flying karate kicks.

But y'know overall, pubbing just ain't my thing. :S Guess thats kinda good? No smoking, no drinking and no drugs. xD I can't get high on R&B and dance music. But my oh my, I'm sure there were loads of pretty girls in there, its just too dark to get to know any of them. LOL. :S *mission failed*

Oh, went to try out at the competition for Fifa Online in school today. Qualified, but got knocked out. lol. ): GOD I HATE IMBA TORRES's!!


Thursday, May 07, 2009
10:39 AM

Maths right now. Bah, just plain boring. lol. Even for me. ><

Last night's match was great though! What a dramatic win. That last minute, ONLY SHOT on goal from iniesta was just brilliant. BARCELONA FTW! :D

Tag replies:

jiaqi: !!! JIA QI! *sniff* I miss your bitchy attitude! )': You would totally tear him apart.

Izyan: It was so easy in high school with 40 people. :S Unbelievable. But thanks a lot ya, thats really sweet! (:

Yi Hui: YA YA YA. I'm not. (: I'm GAY! *Happy that is*

Imm: Man, I miss working there now that.. *ahem* is gone. :S


Monday, May 04, 2009
6:51 PM

Got pissed today. I don't get why its so hard to just make a class tee.

"Hey, could everyone go get a white SP shirt as a base first?"

The 21-year olds: "Nah, we're not buying."

Me: Oh, okay. -F**k!-

Ever since the start of the term, they've always distant themselves from us. Especially one of them. And for I don't know what reason. Age gap? Like c'mon.. I have a 21 year old cousin and we can talk about anything under the sun. So that's just bull.

I've always tried to make them feel more at home but they're just giving this, "we're too old for you" aura. Can't they just interact with everyone? WHY DISTANT YOURSELVES DAMN IT. And I haven't even touched on the Class Tee issue yet.

Then there's this other dude. "Oh, I'm not buying since NOT EVERYONE is buying". "NOT EVERYONE" Powerful words ain't it. And just because 2 ppl aren't getting, this guy, whom is also one of the "older" ppl in class decides not to. But even dumb people would know he's just a dickhead. -double f**k-

And I don't get why its so hard to use the SP shirt as a base. Is our SP shirt that ugly? Fine, different people have different preferences on this one so I can't help it. But at least they still buy the class shirt.

This is the first time I've had a class shirt where NOT EVERYONE is buying.

And I realised, the 4 ppl that aren't getting the class shirt are the ones that didn't come for orientation. Their anti-class spirit attitude is just pissing. And I'm not even sure if thats a word.

So y'know what. I don't give a F about them anymore. But I still have faith in Yi Li. She told me her troubles of adapting before and I understand. The others are just -ve assholes.