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Thursday, August 31, 2006
9:42 PM

Alright...today was teacher's day. And our school had us released at 10.30 since it was raining and de outdoor activities cldnt be done. Met up with cheryl and ming zhen...After de celebration to go back to cps to visit de primary sch teachers...Oh yea..i have to say...de dance was H-O-T...phew...heard de vice principal wasnt too happy about dat dance though....LOL.


Since it was still early, we just bought bubble tea n headed hme 1st before coming out to go to cps at 12. We were meeting jennifer and shu hui they all but they were going to be released real late as we found out later...=.=" waited for lyk 2 hrs for dem...haha. When they came we had a really long chat to catch up with each others life...xD The chat was nice..very nice indeed...we talked and talked...even went to shu hui's void deck to talk...i tink we talked for 3 hrs. Lols...nice bunch of friends...=] Hope to go out with them again someday.


And oh if shu hui ur reading this...I have to say we didn't mind ur mum at all! Its ok...dun feel embarressed about anything, alright? Ok..that's all....till nxt time, cheerios!


9:42 PM



Saturday, August 26, 2006
9:54 PM

Well today was flag day...for presbyterian community service. My whole class went to sch today since we all volunteered for it. We were allowed to go anywhere in Singapore to ask for donation..so a bunch of us guys went to toa payoh there. Coincidentally, the "Jue Dui Superstar Audition" was at toa payoh too.


Anyways...de whole C.I.P thing was suppose to be from 9.30am to 3 pm. But me and other guys had to leave earlier to go and practice for our music exam at dis jamming studio at potong pasir. So we had to return de donation box to sch by 1 pm n go check in at 2 pm which i had alreadi book to 5 pm. Surprisingly i sold all 3 pages of stickers worth of donation by 12 pm! Woots...de rest only sold about 1...haha...Dat means i have been asking 130 ppl to donate...=.=" So I finished everything n went back with de jam mates and we went to potong pasir.


Jamming was awesome...we were practising for our song for de exam...I think i din do dat bad on de drums at all...=] No one said anything bad about mi drumming...de problem lies with de singers n guitarist...Haiz, De singers pronounciation is very bad and deir coordination too...de guitarist cant figure out some of de chords. Lucky we had Elias dere with us to teach us...He aint even in our class! We just asked him to come along n teach us coz he's musically talented in saxophones, guitars, drums blah blah....He could play de whole song on de guitar n de solo part and i could play de whole song on drums so de singers cld practice...but dey werent serious enuf...De guitarist are still trying...Shaun juz went dere to slack even though he was de keyboardist as dere was nothing for him to play.


Overall really loved it today...will wanna go jamming again someday if possible...=]


Friday, August 25, 2006
6:42 PM

Well alright school has been bad fer me dis days coz im supposedly de "bad guy" in mi class and all....but lets not venture too much into dat.


2dae is a holiday for us phsians coz of some long boring reason. So well...zk, me, lewis, yc, gregory, xavier, ying hui, ming yan, and raymond went LAN gaming today...its rare for me n zk to go coz we alreadi have "DoTa" at home...n its a waste of money...but since our class de "lower gaming" representatives lost to class 2D in dota a few wks ago...me n zk had to go n get our reputation back...hohoho xD *Note: not dat i wanna be bias or anything, but 2I really are de best dota players de sec 2 cohord has to offer...REALLY!...we've proved it"



Anyways back to the story, unbelievably 2 blackout happen in de short...there was juz too much voltage passing through...we only managed to play half a game b4 we got rudely interupted by de 2nd one....haiz..."sianed" as we were we decided to go play badminton. Turns out the badminton court at yishun was fully booked as well...=.=" So we called joey to come over to join us in a game of soccer...we headed to de void deck n just hanged out. Played with raymond's newly bought guitar....god...i KNOW NOTHING...so sucky...Cant play a single note. Anyways after tht just went hme n chilled...



Tmr there's flag day? And a bunch of us guys heading to the jamming studio at potong pasir to practice for the music exam that we're having...Wad a sucky dat we had today n i cant wait to see wad is in stall for me tmr....whoo-peee! =.=


Monday, August 21, 2006
7:07 PM

I'm sure most of you people have already heard this nice love duet by jay chou and landy wu xD....Yep Shan Hu Hai...i'll be posting dis one since its kinda hard to sing n so u guys can learn it if u want =]



海平面远方开始阴霾 悲伤要怎么平静纯白
hai ping mian yuan fang kai shi yin mai / bei shan yao zhe me ping jing chun bai
Clouds gather on the faraway (sea) horizon, How can I keep my sadness calm

我的脸上始终夹带 一抹浅浅的无奈
wo de nian shang shi zhong jia dai / yi mo qian qian de wu nai
I remained straight-faced, trying to cover the hint of resignation



你用唇语说你要离开(情不在)
ni yong chun yu shuo ni yao li kai (qing bu zai)
You silently said that you wanted to leave (The love's gone)

那难过无声慢了下来
na nan guo wu sheng nan le xia lai,
The sadness slowed down silently

汹涌潮水 你听明白
xiong yong chao sui, ni ting ming bai
Listen carefully to the crashing tides,

不是浪而是泪海
bu shi lang er shi lei hai
It is not from the sea but from tears



转身离开(你有话说不出来)分手说不出来
zhuan shen li kai (ni you hua shuo bu chu lai) fen shou shuo bu chu lai
Turning around to leave, (You have something to say but remained speechless), unable to say it's over

海鸟跟鱼相爱 只是一场意外
hai niao gen yu xiang ai / zhi shi yi chang yi wai
The love between a seagull and a fish is only an accidental occurrence

我们的爱 (给的爱)差异一直存在 (回不来)
wo men de ai (gei de ai) cha yi yi zhi cun zai (hui bu lai)
Differences had always existed in (the love you gave) our love (we can't go back)

风中尘埃(等待)竟累积成伤害
feng zhong zhen ai (deng dai) jing lei ji cheng shang hai
The dust that gathers in the wind (ends up) accumulating to pain



转身离开 分手说不出来
zhuan shen li kai fen shou shuo bu chu lai
Turning around and leave, (can't say it's over), unable to say it's over

蔚蓝的珊瑚海 错过瞬间苍白
wei lan de shan hu hai / cuo guo shun jian cang bai
An azure coral sea, a missed momentary paleness

当初彼此 (你我都)不够成熟坦白
dang chu bi ci (ni wo dou) bu gou cheng shu tan bai
Right from the beginning (you and me both) were not mature and frank enough

热情不改 (你的) 笑容勉强不来
re qing bu gai (ni de) xiao rong mian qiang bu lai
The passion had not changed, (your) smile cannot be forced

爱深埋珊瑚海
ai shen mai shan hu hai
Love is buried deep within the coral sea



毁坏的沙碉如何重来 有裂痕的爱怎么重盖
hui huai de sa diao ru he chong lai / you lie heng de ai zhe me chong gai
How do (we) rebuild the damaged sand sculpture, how can (we) fix a broken relationship?

只是一切 结束太快 你说你无法释怀
zhi shi yi qie / jie shu tai kuai / ni shuo ni wu fa shi huai
Only that all has ended too quickly and you said you could not understand why


贝壳里隐藏着什么期待 (等花儿开)
bei ke li ying cang zhe she me qi dai (deng hua er kai)
What surprises await in a seashell (Waiting for the flowers to bloom)

我们也已经无心再猜
wo men ye yi jing w zai cai
We do not want to play the guessing game anymore

面向海风,咸咸的爱,尝不出还有未来
mian xiang hai feng / xian xian de ai / chang bu chu hai you wei lai
The sea breeze caressing the face, the salty love, unable to feel any future (between us)


Saturday, August 19, 2006
3:33 PM

I have a confession to make....It all started when I was younger. I used to be this real weird guy who likes people easily....=.=" But that was then...I've changed....At least I think I have. I dun think about steading anymre as much as last time. I understand now steading is suicide from all my friends experience...They come to me for help...Even though i can help them. I cant help but feel sad at times.



Seeing ppl having relationships is kind of painful to look at even though I dun show it...To see couples being in each other arms happily....Its hard to watch! esp. wen u noe ur not a chick magnet or anything. I noe dis isint de right time to fall in luv n stuff coz it will seriously affect our studies now...but I cant help but feel lonely wen I see others together.




Maybe this is the reason why I'm contradicted by my own thoughts...People ask me if I have a crush on someone....I cant even answer myself that. I think I have a crush on someone...but I wun say it out...Coz i've learnt over the yrs never to trust anyone. I dun even noe if i can love this person or not....She's a nice girl...but i believe she has her suitors. None like me. Simply put...i tink im not gd enuf for her. I also dun want her to freak out on me if i confess...I guess all I can do now is just silently watch after her....Make sure she's happy all the time, cheer her up if she feels down...Even if its falling in luv with another guy...I will give her my well wishes....


Wednesday, August 16, 2006
4:15 PM

天天夜夜:

L)How do I live without you
F)I want to know
L〕How do I breathe without you
F〕If you ever go
L〕How do I ever
合〕ever survive    How do I...how do I....Oh how do I live
R) 当你的泪在微笑中滑落 回忆的风 吹(催)著我走 我却情愿停留
F〕等一颗心的时间的尽头 呼吸也会痛
合〕可是我记得 你给我的梦
F〕每一天在你的怀里等待
R〕每一夜我感觉你的存在 走过伤害 
F〕我回头看
合〕是永远都灿烂的爱
F〕这一次我决定勇敢去爱
R〕这一次我陪你看到未来
F〕so How do I live
R〕How do I live
合〕How do I live    Without you
F〕How do I live ~~~



One nice song from f.i.r's album...man i luv the song...come to me if you wanna try it..xD


Thursday, August 10, 2006
6:37 PM

Sian diao la...what is this..I was so looking forward to that jamming session with elias band and all...they were lyk suppose to practise for the talent trek. I was late when I reached dhoby ghaut interchange and the place was lyk serangoon...so im serously late. THEN WTH...Elias just called me..said no more people going liaoz except him, eugene and me. We can't possibly pay de full rent of de studio by ourself. THe original amount of ppl going was around 7, 5 from the band itself.





I feel sorry for Elias is this...what kind of a band has bandmates not going to practice and dropping out at the last minute. I can see Elias trying hard to make his band a success...we both share de same dream of having an awesome band with friends....Now i dun even have one..n he does..n he's bandmates are a dissapointment...What de bandmates lack is passion la...no passion form wad band...After 1 yr it will be a sure spilt up for sure. Hell...de drummer of de band didn't even want to go...That pisses me off even mre...I want to play drums also cannot..he can...he's talented somemre...N he doesnt want to go! How can a band practice with no drummer....god dammit man!






Worst of all...now i have to travel from dhoby ghaut back to sembawang...heck..I even rejected ming zhen's outing with jenn and shu hui dey all juz for dis jamming session n now its cancelled...How wld u feel.


Tuesday, August 08, 2006
6:43 PM

Craps...had to wake up 6 am in the morning...and I know for people who wakes up everyday at like 5 will curse at me...I dun have a choice...I wake up 6.30 daily...xD Today was de celebration of NDP in our sch wib some guest of honour coming...heck de guy...after so many rehearsels dis is it.



And its safe to say...P.A din screw up DAT MUCH...juz a FEW minor mistakes here n dere dat din interupt the show...=] Poor uniform group ppl...they have to stand at attention for 3 hrs straight without moving a muscle...You know, does kinda strict things in U.G's? I counted correctly..about 9 fainted...not realli blacked out...just cldnt take it anymre n de st. john's had to help dem...poor souls....blah blah..alot of Adresses to de students...i bet dey cldnt care less n just wanted to sit.



Well er...to summarize de event...from de sound engineers point of view...*dats me.* the symphonic band screwed up on a few marching parts...christopher's bass drum beat somewhat slowed down totally...dunno wad went rong wib him...aniwaes....de songs played were ok...except a few pitch problems from de trombone i tink....



Ok hre's de funny part....de 2 choir dudes dat sang totally screwed up de 1st national day song i cant rem wad it is...But dey TOTALLY MESSED UP DE LAST PARTS...in front of de guest of honour...LOLS...i was laughin mi a** off...but erm, de choir ppl singing de "reach out for de skies" also messed up in de lyrics a bit...Overall they win de cca with de most mistakes 2dae...other den de Taekwando with a lot of leg misses at one part n dere was once wen dis guy had to do a jumping triple kick...he missed de last "Magnetic board" yes.."magnectic board"..n de person juz tore it in half himself...=.="



Highlights

1.) The stamping of de foots of all de U.G's...hey..u gotta admit..dat was impressive. xD
2.) The basketball team display of talent. And Elfie knocking down 2 kids.
3.) The oh-so-cool precision drill...man gregory n jonathan was so cool...I cldn't believe it was them. haa!
4.) The snooker team march pass...ok mayb im being bias here..but de large trophy juz looks so awesome. *And we really are one of de leading snooker team in secondary sch as said by sean.x)*
5.) There are some things that i cant say.....
6.) Principal Mrs Tan..saying "P.A u guys did a great job" for once dey din blame us for any sound problems dat THEY MAKE.


aho....dats it...overall nice day i guess...


Saturday, August 05, 2006
10:27 PM

Erm, 2dae...was dreadfully tiring n boring...Had to wake up at 7 am for de ndp rehearsel in our sch n i had to go 2dae juz coz de P.A needed me to haul de speakers...but i tink derek n jason can do it on deir own wad after i went dere....



Didn't do anything much....i shall list wad i did for P.A...and after i read Pei qi's blog i feel ashamed...n will say out wad i tink....alright all i did was...carry all majority of de equipment...n basically do wad de gals tell me..coz im not de outdoor system kinda guy...im made for de gallery room....so yea other den dat..i juz went around de parade square juz to listen out if de sound from de speakers were loud enuf....n bought milo milkshake. So yea...if hu's Mr Ch**'s BEST FRIEND is indeed me...which is almost like a definite...i will apologise to pei qi...i din noe about all dis...I tawt it was juz a normal boring P.A day...dATS ALL...i wasnt seeking for attention. I hope u understand...yes u are better den me at outdoor system n moz of de things is u noe how to do one....I DIN NOE U FELT DAT WAY....omg! U can have mr ch** if u want...im seriously not interested to becoming he's BEST FRIEND....he's best friend is chee chuan already.



Cheer up bahx.....n erm even though im at fault dis time...derek is a bast**d to say i will nver surpass u....wad an insult...i mean im not lookin to surpass u...i dun wanna be compared as a lower intellect, u understand? N erm..other den dat....i've got nothing to say le...So erm..PEI QI...TODAY WAS YOUR DAY!! IF YOU KNOW IT..ITS GD ENOUGH...DUN CARE ABOUT WAD MR CH** THINKS...*IF HE EVEN DID THINK DAT WAY*


10:27 PM

Erm, 2dae...was dreadfully tiring n boring...Had to wake up at 7 am for de ndp rehearsel in our sch n i had to go 2dae juz coz de P.A needed me to haul de speakers...but i tink derek n jason can do it on deir own wad after i went dere....



Didn't do anything much....i shall list wad i did for P.A...and after i read Pei qi's blog i feel ashamed...n will say out wad i tink....alright all i did was...carry all majority of de equipment...n basically do wad de gals tell me..coz im not de outdoor system kinda guy...im made for de gallery room....so yea other den dat..i juz went around de parade square juz to listen out if de sound from de speakers were loud enuf....n bought milo milkshake. So yea...if hu's Mr Ch**'s BEST FRIEND is indeed me...which is almost like a definite...i will apologise to pei qi...i din noe about all dis...I tawt it was juz a normal boring P.A day...dATS ALL...i wasnt seeking for attention. I hope u understand...yes u are better den me at outdoor system n moz of de things is u noe how to do one....I DIN NOE U FELT DAT WAY....omg! U can have mr ch** if u want...im seriously not interested to becoming he's BEST FRIEND....he's best friend is chee chuan already.



Cheer up bahx.....n erm even though im at fault dis time...derek is a bast**d to say i will nver surpass u....wad an insult...i mean im not lookin to surpass u...i dun wanna be compared as a lower intellect, u understand? N erm..other den dat....i've got nothing to say le...So erm..PEI QI...TODAY WAS YOUR DAY!! IF YOU KNOW IT..ITS GD ENOUGH...DUN CARE ABOUT WAD MR CH** THINKS...*IF HE EVEN DID THINK DAT WAY*


Thursday, August 03, 2006
6:37 PM

It's the week of the common tests...and so far all that's left is maths, literature and d n t. I've totally screwed up my chinese paper...Its so friking hard...teacher said it tested to chapter 19 but words from 20 came out....jesus....im doomed...Practically...


Today...Our class did it again...not all of coz...and look im not being biased here...I sometimes really feel dat my class de "SOME" of de gals...really have to respect for de teacher leh...i cant stand it seein teachers get bullied by dem n dat casey ong...juz keeps cracking one lame joke after another to insult de teacher, hoping girls will laugh at him...Which dey actually did...and dats de sad part...encourages dat sad ba***rd hu acts cute in front of girls and is actually a jacka** to us boys...


Dun read dis and say I'm biased or anithing..coz im not....Our chairman and christopher is practially bullied by u guys and i also cant stand it...even though dey are kind hearted ppl....some jokes cannot be push to de limit alright? G is tryin very hard to maintain order in dis class n ppl juz ignore him n laugh away....Chris is alright if u tease him a lil but u guys practically smack his back so hard n laugh at him for hours! And when people try to tell u guys to quit it..u guys scold dem as if de world is always rong n u guys are always right. I ask Sca about dis and she says the girls sometimes juz doesnt know wads funny and wads not...and dey pushed de limit...I really hope so, please girls im beggin u...act lyk sec 2 de ppl le....in other words grow up...JUZ IN CLASS FOR ONCE...outside u can do whatever u want...juz dun bully de teachers animre....I was sure dat relieve teacher almost cried....geez....how much are we pushing her.


Ok no more talk about that....im in a v v depressed mood right now...registration for talent trek is tmr....I juz cant get anyone to form a band with me...People juz have to future sense at all...dun dey DREAM OF STARTING A BAND YOUNG AND ADVANCE INTO DE ENTERTAINMENT INDUSTRY!? Well at least dats my dream....I'm dissapointed in musically incline people hu refuses to join de band juz coz dey are "shy and stubborn heads"...I mean wads up with dat...if u luv music n u sing so mani times in class and comment on people's singing why dun u juz join n give it a try? IZIT SO MUCH TO ASK GODDAMMIT!!!??? Green Day started at de age of 13....n look where dey are now...I will miss dis yr's competition dats for sure...but i still hope dere is still chance to just form a band n hang out? Go to jamming studios n juz blast it...I just wanna start my drumming career young n hu noes...i might land up somewhere.