2 years ago, something happened.
It never died down, and 1 year down the road it only made me certain she was the one. People's been asking, "Why? Why her?". If only I knew. Frustrating, how the heart really works.
But if there was ever a chance, a tinge of hope, it would had happened already, no? (: Maybe just wishful thinking on my part, but what I was sure was.. I liked her. I really did.
... so much.
But I guess, it's really time to finally let go. Slowly, but surely.
I've lost one of life's longest struggling race, to most probably a horse. *Ha-Ha. ><*
But the prize at the end was worth dying for, much less trying.