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Sunday, November 30, 2008

2:36 AM

Sorry, but this post is gonna be kinda vulgar. Nerds, turn away now..

(2:19 AM) Greg.: Some people ah.
(2:19 AM) Greg.: Are just FUCKED up right ?
(2:19 AM) Greg.: Really man.
(2:19 AM) Greg.: FUCK them.

(2:20 AM) Greg. is now Offline

(2:30 AM) [ ♠ Xx Jenova x: woah. what happened
(2:30 AM) [ ♠ Xx Jenova x: u dun mean me do u?

Putting my rather slow response aside. Y'know what greg, now that I think about it. You're so right! I'm usually quite calm but now I'm kinda pissed myself. I don't know why but I just am. Though I really don't have anyone in mind that'll....
!
...no wait, I got one. Okay! Now I'm really PISSED! Damn you! You PHONEY! YOU DESPERADE-HYPOCRITICAL-SON-OF-A-DOUCHEBAG! Go back to SCHEME-VILLE ARSEHOLE!!

Ok, and like how am I suppose to fall asleep now! Its like 3 am in the morning and I'm so riled up already. Not to mention my left arm is kinda retarded after the jab. The pain from earlier on is kinda fading away though.

Anyway, I'll end my post on this note, quoted from the blog of the exact same friend of mine that started this all.

"Fucked up to the max i tell you. Fucked up people who don't think about others. Cannot play don't fucking play lah. Fucking losers. FUCK.
Spoil my fucking mood.
Damn y'all. No no, FUCK Y'ALL.

Yours faithfully,
Greg Ang"

12:32 AM

Hey-oh lovely readers. Had to wake up early in the morning for.. I-don't-know-what-reason exactly. Went to eat breakfast with me parents and grandma. Then.. uhh, headed down to woodlands to have my typhoid jab. Like finally! Can't wait to start working soon. :D And lol, juin li doesn't wanna talk to me coz of my job. ><

Trained down to Plaza Sing after dinner with my family. Went to see pei qi for awhile, yet again. Haha. But I don't dare to go inside and talk to her. Like what would I do in a shop full of handbags and stuff any way? The manager would sniff me out totally~ So, rather not get her into trouble. hehs. xD

Went to "make-a-bear" or "make-your-own-bear", *What ever its called.* And pointed straight to the husky! Too bad no one noticed me and I had to approach the shop assistant myself with a deflated husky in hand.

The shop assistant was rather enthu though, made me help her pump stuffings into the poor thing. Then she gave me a heart and made me do unbelievably embarassing things. AND I CAN'T BELIEVE I ACTUALLY WENT AHEAD WITH IT. GOD. *David and Yi Hui, you guys owe me one seriously.*

Stood on a vacuum that was damn loud and was asked to brush the dog clean with love. Quickly payed and ran off. MA-LU AHH~

Met David later at Sembawang and went ahead with operation loo surprise. Gave yi hui the cue and we just sat outside the birthday girl's house. When she opened all I remember hearing was.. nvm, let me see if I can remember, shouldn't be too hard.

Loo: *Raises hands* *Covers hands over mouth*
"OMG. THANK-KIEW~! x 6" - Who's Kiew?
"I shall make a wish! :D"
*Silence for 30 seconds.* *Blows out candles.*
"THANK-KIEWW~!! x 13"
"Omg, I'll thank you all properly at chalet."
*Slaps hardly on our chest*
"Bye bye~" *Closes door*

David and I: *Looks blankly at each other*
Me: "Well, that ended rather fast no?"
David: "Good, I can go home and sleep."
Me: =.=...

And there you have it folks, operatation loo surprise. I totally forgot to say anything. (: At least she's happy I guess? Haha..

Chatted on the way home with Dav. Y'know, "man-to-man" stuff. And hey kinda think of it, that ass still owes me money! =.=

Me: *Opens door*
Dad: "Oh, back so soon? Didn't David just take the cake from our house awhile ago?"
Me: "...Blah!"

Saturday, November 29, 2008

1:02 AM

Haha.. didn't see this videos on Heroes season 2. Check it out. Some really cute parts inside. (:

Part 1

Part 2

Friday, November 28, 2008

7:55 PM

Well, the musical waas kinda alright. It was only when I reached there when I found out it was a christian musical about the life of Jesus. The singing was good but the repeated singing was kind of a bore though. But I shan't complain bout it so much since zoey tried so hard to make it sound so positive last night, haha!

But really, the highlight of the whole musical was actually Lisa~ The actress! Haha! xD xD

And I really liked the actor that portrayed jesus christ. He was full of confidence and it was great. After the show, the actors came down to the audience to interact and I was like, "Jesus! I love you! Gimme your number!"

The coach back home was... O-M-G. We were whining about how far we had to walk to board the coach. But when we got inside, it was unbelievable. It was almost like grassland express, super spacious, complete with leg rest and all. Easily the best bus I've ever rode in. xD

Got bored so Greg and I sang on the way home to which ever song that came outta his phone. Shermin said all we needed was a guitar to add to the finishing touch. Lol. I love musicc mann~~! :D

Reached school and my father just happened to be round the neighbourhood so I asked him to fetch Dav and I home.

Well anw, I'll end on this note.

HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN LOO YUH YAN!

Asuming that she still wants to talk to me. ><

Thursday, November 27, 2008

12:08 AM

P.A camp ytd. Met up with the sec 4 batch and ate lunch at Pizzahut. The girls are forever so uncouth. lols. >< Xav nd I sat directly under the air-con. Almost freezed to death if not for the curry d'zazle.

Kept having duet sessions with Pet wherever we went. HAHA. Though its kinda limited cuz she's more to the chinese side and I'm to the english side. =x But she kept singing, "I KISSED A GIRLLL~~" AND GOD. That song drives me crazy!

Went back and watched the juniors played waterbomb. Even though we're not involved, we couldn't escape their very bad aiming. But of course the biggest casualty was Derek since he incurred the wrath of Xinying nd gang. Had a pail of ice cold water poured over him when he was talking to us. Tried to warn you pal. (:

Went behind to eat with our batch. Played cheat in the bunk. Pei qi kept saying, "B* Qi* P* J**o". LOL. Unbelievable sia, and I was playing the psp when I heard her said that. And yet again, became the victim of her onslaught of insults. Scary how a girl that looks like a 7 year old can say all kinds of stuff.

*Harmbarg.* LOLSSSSS.... xD xD

Played Nightwalk. Me and xav got deployed tgt again to the DNT block like last year. Aiyah~ boring laa! Though some people are really nice to scare, hehs. They scream at practically anything!

Went out for supper as well as to send p.q home. Thats about 8 people sending her home. lols. And here's the freaky experience. Saw steven lim at the coffeeshop. And according to Xav, when he turned around and looked, that celebrity stripper gave me a peace sign!! EITHER that or its the effing gay sign! =.=

Went back to the bunk, Pet and Alicia suddenly decided to ask me who I would consider to be girlfriend material and kept comparing girls. Then they asked me if I had to choose between them two who would it be. >< Man, what a spot to get out of.

Put 3 tables along each other and slept on them for the night. Now I understand how my ancestors in S'pore slept during the japanese occupation. Like ouch, totally. Woke up early in the morning cuz I missed my bed too much, dragged xavier and went back to semb.

Woke again at 4 and went down to Sakae Sushi's head office for training. Think I'm going for a jab tmr, hmm. And that pei qi arh... want company still need to request for incoming calls instead of outgoing.

CHEAAPSKATEE SIAAA... =.=

Saturday, November 22, 2008

7:18 AM

Blogging at 7am right now.. Watched "The Butterfly Effect" awhile ago with the guys. Really nice movie I have to say. Though its already kinda old. Moral of the story? Don't try to change the past, chances are they'll never work out in the future one way or another.

Sigh the irony really..

Anw, the guys fell asleep while watching me play dota on the 32 inch plasma tv. Lol, though raymond's still up in the room behind us playing his com. I'm not tired at all, I have no idea why. Maybe its the recent late nights I've been having.

Even if I were to sleep now, won't I only have about a few hours of shut eye? Bah! Rather stay up the whole day then having to experience the lousy feeling of having to wake up later on.

Its sad, no one else is online.. Haha, okay, mavis is. She always seem to be online no matter how late I sleep. >< But I don't talk to her.. = /

How I wish I can talk to someone now.

But I guess, even when there's ppl around I can't seem to confide in anyone. Most of the time its just "Hey, how are you doing? (:"

When I need a listening ear, I realise, I really have only myself to talk to.

Gosh, this sucks..

Thursday, November 20, 2008

11:43 PM

Stayed over at dav's house ytd with ray and ying hui.

Ying hui kept niao-ing me. Even when his girlfriend called he still niao-ed me. =.= Oh, but I sang a song for his girl. A-ha-ha. xD Then the guys were playing cards and after awhile they just decided to learn Risk and were so engrossed in it after that. I just heard stuff like, "Conquer Australia!" and "Kill him!". =.= Got a msg from Pet at around that time as well? Hope she's better now..

Stayed up till 3.45 to watch the England vs Germany friendly? Ordered Macs and shortly after half-time, we decided to call it a night. -Exhausted.

Woke up at 10 and walked 3 mins back to my house and fell sleep again.

Supposed to go out today with pei qi but, blah. Doesn't seem to be possible. So, went out with the guys instead.

Drummania-ed at yishun before heading to plaza sing to catch Madagascar 2. It was not as bad as the critics put it, at least the humour was still good. (:

Saw this shop selling swords and went inside to take a look. It was sweeeet. Saw replica's of Tetsusaiga, Zangetsu, Frostmourne, and even Hiro Nakamura's sword. Haha..

Walked around and went home after that.

Y'know, hanging out with all the dudes are cool and all there seems to be no more socialising opportunities with the girls anymore. Feel somewhat distant.. and this is where reaccuring memories of 2007 was so much better.

Badminton, bowling, movies, sentosa trips.. when was the last time something like that actually happened?

Sigh, looking forward to tmr's hang-out at greg's.

And hopefully, the meet-up with jenn and shu hui in Dec will be great too. Bah! Who am I kidding, its gonna be awesome!

But chalet.. sigh, yes I admit, I totally diss the idea of 3 classes having it on the same day. Everyone has really gotta prioritise on that day. Its not that people can't hang around with their close friends, but please.. make time for others. Thats all that I can ask for. Its a 4 Humility chalet, make it a point, at least.. for the last time.

Then again, I'll just probably be eating chips and watching television in the room for all 3 days. While everyone just splits up.

Cliques, I'm sick of that word. But I just don't believe friendship revolves around it. A wide web of friends you can depend, trust, and believe in, thats what really matters doesn't it?

But sometimes, I just don't get it why its so hard to let someone know you care. And what really hurts the most is getting tossed aside when you try to.

Just feel so lost at times..

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

6:19 PM

Back, and exhaustedd. Yet another crazy manual labour job. It's like spending a night at a chalet without sleeping and running around doing all sorts of calculations. Where are the sales job mann!! Carrefour is so not my thing. ><

Lucky I could spend the time there with these guys, else I might be driven insane by boredom.

Team A: Bazaar

Pranked called people during our supper break. *Which was 3am in the morning.* xD. Stephen was such a boring guy~ Hung up on us. Then I personally called Petrina, and she was real sporting, proud of her. ;D

"Qi lai xiao bian le~~" -HAHAHA.

Ended at 6 in the morning and it was real cool to walk around the usually bustling Plaza Singapura when all the shops are closed. They're really cool when they place their stuff, we can actually just grab the liquor off their display shelves.

Which we didn't of course since we're nice kids that don't drink. (:

Went to the nearby LAN shop cuz we were drained of entertainment. Can't believe we still had the energy to concentrate and won 2 outta 3 games. But of course, I WAS THERE. Hohoho~ xP

I want dota in my pc again laa. The lich king has to go back on his throne. :D

Went home after that, everyone rushed into the train to get seats and slept all the way.

Suppose to go and work again this time at Suntec's Carrefour but I'm totally beat. Slept at 10 am and just woke up. And I'm suppose to go there by 9? And since the rest has been whining about not going today I think I'll not too. :S

Monday, November 17, 2008

12:14 PM

Pictures.

Tam tam~ (:

Wai Ping~

P.A Crew~ (:

Petrina & Pei Qi~ (:

2 Integrity 06! (:

Hui hui~ xD

Sally~ (:

Bandmates~ ELIAS ARUN! (:

Us? Haha..

& Last but not least, Ms Lee Jia Qi~ (:

Bet you guys are probably wondering why I'm holding a rose. Well uhh.. I have no idea. Guess it must've been love at first sight. xD Saw it on the ground, picked it up, and never let go of it since then.

Though I kinda sat on it in the end and it sorta broke into half. In which, I gave the top half to our prom queen.

Going to work at Carrefour tonight, company asked if I could find anyone and I managed to grab Gregory and David along. Haha. We'll work our ass off till the morning sun rises!

Romantic~ :D

Saturday, November 15, 2008

5:20 PM

Oh man, I've watch a couple of videos of Avenged Sevenfold when they were performing in SG in the midst of the Os. TOTALLY REGRET NOT BEING ABLE TO MAKE IT LAA!! SIAN-ED!!

): ): ): A Little Piece of Heaven~~

And "The Serious World" with Don & Drew is over. They're the ones that kept me company when I was studying for the O. >< Couldn't tune in to the last show as well.

2 big regrets this year already. :S

2:06 PM

Oh oh... I forgot to mention this but.. Everyone was gorgeous last night!! :D Especially the girls! *Wolf whistles* xP

But hey guys, you weren't that bad too. HAHAHA.

Favourite dressed girl last night goes to wen yi! Hehs. Like va-va-vroom man~ ;D

And of course, favourite dressed guy goes to stephen. The suspenders were cute! *Fun to play with too* And the brown 80s sunglasses really blends. *ROFL*

But greg wasn't that bad either simply cuz he was the only guy there with a fedora. And to think stephen almost wanted to wear one last night.

And here it is.. the prom king himself, boogie-ing and driving the girls crazy.

Oh yeah I just remembered. My father said this when I came home late last night, even when I'm already dead tired and slightly depressed.

"So, how was it? Did anyone throw their underwears at you?"

....

1:05 AM

No!! I don't get it! Why why why! Why must things always turn out so differently in the end. It happened at JJ fair and its happened again. Practices were alright, but why do I always screw up at the end! ): Kinda feel like I've let down the band, sigh..

Damn jitter bugs.

Overall, prom night wasn't really that good for me. Had a lil sore throat left to overcome in the morning and I had to rush back home to get my ticket. To make things worse, was totally nervous when the night began. I swear my heart was about to jump right out. =S

But there were some nice highlights though. (: Like when greg did that ridiculous action he called "dancing". And when everyone did last memory photography. Pretty sweet to watch. (:

And I'm glad I got to give her something as a final present.

Steph and brina, sorry guys, we failed to tear the house down tonight. =S

Thursday, November 13, 2008

6:53 PM

Man!! Talk about rotten timing!! Having an effing sore throat right now. Of all days..! ><

Hope I can get it healed by tmr. Popping all possible pills that I can find in my cabinet. *Acceptable ones of course.*

*Sucks on Lozenges.*

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

6:45 PM

There's like this crazy thunderstorm outside right now where the lightning strikes once every 10 seconds.

But yeaaahhh... apart from that, I.. HOLY SHIT!! "Sorry.. got surprised by a huge thunder." *Continuing* I'm suppose to study for bio tmr.. but gahh.. did 3 mcq exercises and got sick of it. lols. =x and.. F**K!! There goes another one. Seriously.. you can't imagine how loud it is. The sound penetrates my already blasting earpiece, and the bass it produces shakes my bed. =.=

Tmr's the last paper! Woo-hoo. And prom's the day after that. *Woo-hoo?* I'm.. getting.. the.. jitters.

Till then,
Peace out~ (:

Saturday, November 08, 2008

9:52 PM

Sometimes... I just don't understand really. You'ld agree won't you greg? *shrugs*

ANY-WAY, I've never quite thought of it till now but, what am I suppose to do after the Os? Life has all been about crawling out of bed in the morning and anticipating a brand new day of education.

And now its all over. Seems like just yesterday when I held the PSLE results in my hands and worrying about which school to enroll into. Its pretty much de ja vu all over again.

On a lighter note though, anyone interested to join me in the ceremonial burning of books? There's like a huge haul this year.

Or then again, maybe I'll just give them all to my juniors. A-haha. Just tag my board if you want them. (:

Thursday, November 06, 2008

9:46 PM

OH MY GOD.. this is some funny stuff right here this is. ROFL! Its Ali G interviewing David and Victoria Beckham back in 2006. Can't believe I've only just discovered it, hahaha!

Btw, just a quick info, Ali G is one of the many personalities of the British comedian Sacha Boren Cohen. His other well known character is well.. Borat.

Anw.. here it is. x)

And.. omg, I didn't know Victoria Beckham was so pretty then. >< Scary how fast a woman ages these days...

Sunday, November 02, 2008

10:53 PM

Woo. Hey readers! Its been quittteeee some time hasn't it? xD

Though the Os haven't officially ended, and its quite a sin itself to be blogging here when the SS paper is less than a day away, I just gave in to the unbearable urge to type something.

There's been loads of regrets and silly mistakes leading up to this day but hey.. its all history now isin't it? Can't be whining over it anymore can I.

So yeah! I'll be looking forward to the end of this 4 year journey soon! And I'll dedicate one long post to everyone that I need to, well, dedicate on. Haha.. So do check out for that. (:

But for now,
Tiger Lillies will bloom, in the wake of The Man Who Can't be Moved, and there'll be nothing left but Shadows & Regrets. ;)