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&! HELLO! (:

Sunday, June 29, 2008

12:19 AM

Went to greg's house today to study. Not bad though, didn't touch the PS2 at all. (: However we did took a few breaks here and there. xP

I'm like the super restless one over there, the guys are studying and I'm falling asleep. >< When I'm bored I'll go over and play with Paris. "Greg's Husky".

David spilled a glass of water over my A maths txtbk so he placed it out to dry and I was like.. "What happens if dogs really ate homeworks.. "

Neeways, I remembered Jia Qi's request for us to do covers so.. we kinda played around today. x) Couldn't access Greg's com coz his Mum was using it so we couldn't get proper chords or lyrics to do a cover. But here's what we came up with anw... A WHOLE LOAD OF CRAP. (:

*You might wanna tweak up the volume.*

I don't know what we're doing really.. a-ha-ha. ><

The day was so darn hot, the Sun was blazing.. literally. We decided to head down to the minimart and grab ourselves some nice cold ice-cream.

Greg's dad came home and just sat down in front of us and started asking about guitars and stuff. And heres the funny part, he asked us to play a song for him! Zomg. So we did and even Natalie *Greg's sis* came and listened. Weird moment.. lols.

Dav's father came and fetched us back before I went off to clarke quay to meet up with my parents.

Bought a new tv~ Sweeeet. (:

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

6:11 PM

Chapel early in the morning, and we had guests from "The Youth From What Ever" coming over and playing for service. And for the first time ever in the history of guest performers, I have to say that it was one hell of a great performance. (:

The guitars and drums were perfect, other than the vocals coz you can't really hear them when they're drowned by the instruments. You will only understand and feel for the lead when you've experienced it before, most other people would just go like, "Man.. he sings like a mouse."

Anw, when everyone was leaving the lead guitarist started strumming the electric and I was like, "Wait.. isin't this." And true enough. The piano started playing and it was pretty obvious what song it was. Kinda surprised that no one was screaming, "She calls me ba-byyy! Then she won't call MEeeee!"

Didn't had anything to do again after school so I just stood on the field and watched the guys play soccer. Under that hot hot afternoon sun. Then umm.. there were these lil bunch of sec 3 kids that came over and asked if we wanted to play and so.. David, Zhi Kai, Chris Tang, Raymond agreed. But they needed a goal keeper....

.... HMM

Suddenly my heart started jumping real quick..
HANDS... ITCHY...
LEGS.. SHAKING..
I HAD TO BE THE GOALKEEPER.
I HAD TO PLAY! ><

Even if I had to prolong the recovery of my knee, I'ld die playing.

Sadly though, the sec 3s were as disappointing as they look. We always had a good laugh watching the lower sec and the sec 3s play soccer during recess. I don't know why but they just can't make it, seriously.

I remember the time when our batch of sec 4 express soccer boys were running around in shorts and thrashing the sec 3s in the beautiful game of soccer. And when we moved on to sec 3, we were already thrashing the sec 5s. x) Those were the times. :D But we're still the best now.. hohoho! xD

Anw, the match ended with us winning 10-0. Could be more, I lost count half-way through. Managed a clean sheet with 1 working leg and 2 arms. Not bad of an achievement if u asked me. xD!

A couple of us were just discussing about what would happen to PHS soccer once we graduate.. its gonna be real sad. )':

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

6:56 PM

Where do I begin. School's reopened. Yay. =.= I missed good old phs though, I don't know why.. just not the lessons.

Anw, I can't remember what happened yesterday. Mind's pretty much blank. ><

Today.. mmm... gosh, I can't remember what happened before recess as well. All I remember is having PE for the last 2 periods, haha..

Cldn't play soccer so I played Bball with Jia Qi, Yi Hui, Juin Li, Yuh Yan, Chun Kiat, Derek, and Philip. I suck at bball, and now that I can't really run or dribble, nvm.. , you get the idea.

I miss soccer! Gahh! When I'm back I'm gonna score 10 goals in one match. >< Blindfolded... hohoho!

Neeways, didn't have anything to do after that so I went with some of the H guys to celebrate our chairman's bdae with Darren Loh, Jing Yi and Daniel at KFCs. The bdae boy treated us $10. x)

Cabbed home with david after that.

God, I wished...
What an idiot... ><

Tag replies:

Yihui: Ah. My bad.. haha! Must have gotten it mixed up with the rest. xP

Peiqi: Aww.. really? xD Make sure his not as.. "GOOD" as the other ones. xP Oh and.. sry lur.. I will change the song soon.

Dom: Yes, you'ld be pretty much an old fart. Haa! And yeah, I'll link u soon. (:

Geraldine: Hey! Belated thank you as well. (:

Adelin: I suddenly feel tired. Oh no~! Can't move.. fingers..

Sunday, June 22, 2008

4:37 AM

Its umm.. 5am in the morning right now, I think I'm going to die tomorrow. Haven't been able to sleep a lot lately.. ><

Russia vs Holland, full time score's 1-1. So they're heading into extra time. Bummer.. God really doesn't want me to sleep. )':

I think I'm currently rooting for Russia to win the Euro 08, they are just totally awesome..

Signing off now.

Saturday, June 21, 2008

5:24 PM

Oh yeah, another big thanks to these few people! xD

Si Xuan, Dominic, Gladys, Pei Ying, Shu Hui, LOO yuh yan and LEE yi hui! For their belated smses.

Xuan, Haha! I miss 1.6.. xP

Dominic, always laughing about age restrictions every year you send ur smses. Older cousins.. what to do with them, tsk tsk.. Wait till I'm 21 damn you. =.=

Gladys, Hey fellow Neophytian. xD Its alright that you got the date wrong coz its always.. "The Thought That Counts". (:

Pei Ying & Shu Hui, Hey girls! Gah!! And I miss 6.1... ><..

LOO & LEE: They both had the word "gay" in their greetings, unbelievable.. =.=" Like how many times do I have to... forget it... But thanks for the smses nonetheless. xD A pity loo cldn't make it on the 19th. =x Oh and, your future is bright lee don't ponder over the past yeah? (:

AND... LAST BUT NOT LEAST. These 2 ~~cute~~ idiots whom I've known for 4 years, Gregory Ang Kang Wei & Lim Pei Qi! xD

Gregory, Haha! Real sorry man, why didn't you ask me to tune in or something. Thanks anw bro, really appreciate the thought and all. (: Good luck with.. yeah! ;)

Peiqi: Well well well, u again! lols... Yeah I can't believe it either! I've actually took all your crap about how cute you claim you are for 4 entire years! ZOMG. x) Girl, don't always be affected by affairs of the heart now laa.. when you go to Poly and eventually "hunt" down *hohoho! ;P*, that special someone, make sure he's the one yeah? ;)

See, I'm so nice leh.. I actually dedicated one section to you two nitwits. ;)

Friday, June 20, 2008

8:42 PM

Diary of a 16 year old, day two.

Went to david's house in the morning before heading down to AMK and meeting the integ guys nd girls.

Went to the arcade nd played "shooting hoops" again. This time, it wasn't that bad.. I actually made it past the first round! *Sense of Accomplishment* :D Then umm, I played one round of "House of The Dead 4", I used to play it often when I was younger, haha! Lost my touch le. ): Died at stage 3.. z-omg.

Anw, went to NEBO and found out we couldn't book the function room so the initial plan was crashed. We decided to go eat at Sumo House instead.

First time there. They were REALLY stingy with the saba serving and I mean REALLY. Kinda think of it, all I ate was seafood today. Soft shelled crab, baby octopuses, and the fish saba. haha! Don't get the wrong idea, they were all finger-food servings, I'm not that rich. xD

Proceeded to cathay, watched "Don't Mess With The Zohan". MY FIRST LEGAL NC-16 MOVIE! TOTAL COOLIO.. xD Had to smuggle the rest of the kids in coz they haven't crossed they bdaes. Hohoho! xP

The movie was downright hilarious! Haha! In a sick and perverted manner.. if you like that kind of stuff anyway. xp Stood in the middle of AMK hub deciding what to do after the movie, spent 1 hr discussing and in the end.. everyone went home. ><

But nonetheless, I really wanna thank David, Zhi Kai, Gregory, Raymond, Ying Hui Xavier, Ming Yan, Shermin, Mavis, Sisca and Ji Yeon for spending the day with me. (:

Yep..

These days just been weird for me.. drowning myself in classical music and still unable to sleep.

Replied yh's 7pm msg late last night at arnd 2am coz my battery went dead on me in the afternoon ytd. And surprisingly she was still awake! Turns out she couldn't sleep as well, for 2 hrs.. haha! Didn't know whats bothering her.. so yeah, its just two people who are trying to fall asleep but can't.

Regardless of what will happen...
I'll just hope that everything will turn out right.
.. yeah.

Thursday, June 19, 2008

8:23 PM

Oh my! I'm... 16... >< Hurray? Haha.. Went out with the 3 js'; jie lin, jia qi, juin li and yi hui today. (:

1st surprise: They appeared at my void deck! ZOMG. How did they find their way here, I mean, most ppl justs gets lost half-way through. lol..

2nd surprise: Yan Cheng that arse.. pang sehed me coz he was felt tired today. =.=" Took the train down to Causeway Point with them. Was feeling kinda terrified because I don't know what they had installed for me, they just made me promise to be really sporting. Confiscated my tissues nd jq was giggling to herself about how sadistly great she can be. Oh my.. ><

3rd surprise: Well, actually its more like.. how can I put this, embarassing than surprised? =x They blindfolded me, directed me through a handphone and made me walk around the crowded link area with a sign saying, "Tap my shoulder nd wish me a happy 16th bdae." on my back. ><

I got tapped 4 times, judging frm their voices if I'm not wrong, a chinese girl, a few malay guys, a caucasian, an an ah por. When all is done, they removed my blindfold and smashed a piece of cake into my face.

Went into CWP with the remnants still on my face. Went to clean up before going to Seoul Garden for lunch. *Note the piece of note is still on my back and will stay there till I reach my house"

There.. more random people wished me happy bdae. And here's the funny part, a group of 19 super friendly ITE guys came over and shook my hands nd wished me happy bdae. They even sang me a bdae song out loud! In which I had to stand on a chair.. in seoul garden. ><

The manager came, I thought we were screwed for disturbing the customers.. but uhh.. she asked if she can help me keep the monkey plushie that the girls gave me in case it got dirty. = o

The girls gave all sorts of name to the monkey, but it was all related to.. ><.. Geez. So in the end, I decided to name it.. "Xiao.. Y...!" xD I guess only yi hui knows. xp

Played "Zhong Ji Mi Ma" again, this time the concoction wasn't as bad as Integ's.. haha. >< Quite tasty actually.. there's even peanuts to chew on. xD Mmm.. yeah and then, the js went off to study with the 1e ppl.. oh well, it was short but I enjoyed their company, yeah. (:

Pei-ed Yi Hui to Bishan coz she didn't want to go home so early. Called peiqi, lun fei, stephen, nd yc.. but all of them couldn't come out to meet us, haha! Can't blame them, it was too impromptu anw. x)

Went to the arcade and.. I got owned by her in.. shooting hoops.. OMG!! >< if there's one game I suck at the arcade, its free throws. Yi Hui wanted to watch kung fu panda but I watched so she didn't want to watch le.. yeah, sry. =x

Bought bbt at the blocks behind j8 nd sat at the playground and talked about a whole load of stuff... haha! Talked about almost everything, from super depressing stuffs to total craps.

- What is true love anymore huh? The words.. "I love you" has been abused so much over time it has lost its meaning really.

Went back to j8, sms-ed nd sigh.. got all depressed again. = s But anw, sent yh to the bus interchange before going back home. Got so many stares from ppl coz xiao y.. was so huge I was hugging onto it.

-- A HUGE THANK YOU TO THESE PEOPLE!! --

1.) Jia Qi, Stephen, Brina, Shermin, Adelin, Chun Kiat, Jia Yi, Ji Yeon, David and Yan Cheng for the online greetings. (:
2.) Jia Qi, Jie Lin, Xi Tong, Raymond, Ying Hui, Ming Zhen, Celine DA JIE! and Bestie Jennifer! for their sms greetings. (: (:
3.) Js + Yi Hui for spending time with me today and their present, it was really great! :D I mean after going through all that, how can it not be? ><
4.) The random strangers that tapped me and the shatech dudes that sang a song for me. LOL.

I don't think I missed anyone out, so sorry if I did! =x

Camwhoring with lil y. x)

The note that was on my back the entire day.

Xiao Y.. together with my collection of soft toys over the years. There's 2 pooches, 2 bears and now all I need is another monkey. And like kung fu panda, they form my list of the great"Furious Kung-Fu Fives".

The lil spiderman figurine that came together with the cake, I kept it ok.. =x

Going out with integ tmr. (:

I wished..
.. nevermind.

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

10:02 PM

Got bored and went through my past posts, its quite... nostalgic, really.. haha. The memories. (:

I just realised I had so many outings in the past, haha! Yeah.. the memories. xD And.. hahaha! Tiffany Chia, Yu Wen, Lewis, Raymond and I were quite close back then. What happened to those girls, sigh. But they do say hi every now and then.

4 years worth of memory..

The friends I made with and kept. You guys are the greatest. : D

This would probably be my last year in this school.. uhh.. *touchwood*. I'm definitely gonna enjoy it. (:

Oh and wow, Brett actually chose my assignment as part of his "Good to Very Good" photo album! lols.. cool stuff. x)

12:45 PM

My head's a mess.

And to top it off I'm having a migraine..

Gah!! Why do I keep thinking about that night.

For pete's sake man.. snap out of it! =.=

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

5:46 PM

Went studying, *supposedly...* with yc nd jia qi at khatib macs just now.

While waiting for yc, chatted with jia qi nd found out about stuffs that I.. yeah, shldn't have known. ><

Can't say it wasn't saddening.. coz it really bites. But, what to do yeah? I can only hope for a day like that. Or perhaps even a minute.

The rest of the day was just weird after that.

- The guys koped my fries. ><

I'm still the same person you knew. The one that stood behind you then and all this while.
.. so why?
Did trust disappear together with time?

= S

- Feeling all downcast again. sigh.. ><

Sunday, June 15, 2008

2:54 PM

Singapore's match against Saudi ytd was... =.=" I can't believe it, its just a tortue to watch. Are our National players really so crappy? The passings, crossings, shootings were all mediocre. Everytime our players get hold of the ball they give back the possession within 1-3 passes. ><

Saudi on the other hand played silky football. The 1 touches, the through pass, the solid defences, they were all beautiful to watch.

I guess our standard is just there. Losing to Saudi 2-0, could have been more. Saudi moving on to lose to Germany in the previous world cup 8-0.. But I guess since we're out of 2010's world cup, there's still time for 2014. =.=

Oh well..

And oh yeah, before I go off..

Bon Voyage David! (:

I can't remember where he is going but, he is. Either today or tomorrow, I can't remember that either. ><

Remember to get me a lil something when you're there. xD

Friday, June 13, 2008

10:14 PM

Met up with the guys at AMK, and like every classic Integ meeting, its a custom to be late. The bdae boy was having a sore throat so he drank this bottle of chrysanthemum that looked like a bottle of pee. And.. being us, nver stopped teasing him about it.

Anw, moving on.. Lunch.
Ngee Ann City..
Seoul Garden.

Greg, David, Lewis, Shermin, Zhi Kai, Jonathan, Xavier, Ying Hui, Mavis, Ji Yeon were the people that were there. Kinda sad that the others couldn't make it though.

There were these bunch of tourists that came in and ying hui tried to get this Hong Kong girl's number but well, failed miserably.. haha. Actually he didn't really fail coz he didn't really APPROACHED her in the first place.

Then umm, we played.. "ZHONG JI MI MA". >< The guys brewed the most disgusting soup I've ever tasted and called it their special herbal recipe. Loser had to drink it and well.. like I said before, it tasted horrendous.

The burnt chicken smell lingers within the soup and gets stuck in your mouth. >< Btw, I actually got hit twice, the 2nd time I had to eat this burnt prawn that was brewed inside the soup. But it was alright since I dipped it in chilli sauce.

Walked around Takashimaya after that before the guys decided to go play LAN while the other 3 girls went and watched "Kung Fu Panda".

Met up with them again after everything and headed home with zk, xav, dav, ming yan nd yc.

It was great spending time with them again. (: Wasn't as great as the night on the Esplanade but, haha... guess the atmosphere wasn't as nice as then.

Blah, now I miss the humility gang... hahaha! Can't remember when was the last time we actually went out, proper. =x

Holiday really is ending! 23rd is it not? *Credits to yc for telling me this.*

Yet I'm so lazy...
Gotta do some mugging SOMEHOW.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RAYMOND WONG!

I miss.. =S

Thursday, June 12, 2008

3:37 PM

D.E day, atops the Esplanade that night with the Integ Gang. (: *Credits to Shermin for this pic.*

Aye, time flies doesn't it? Its the 12th of June already. >< Can someone tell me when the holiday ends? Haha.. I seriously have no idea.

Celebrating Raymond's birthday with the Integ guys tmr at Seoul Garden. Maybe catching a movie after that.

$$!! Money woes.. )':

Gah! If im spending so much on food alone tomorrow.. I'm so gonna starve myself tonight! YEAH!

Anyway, I'm stoning at home like I always do right now. Read jia qi's blog and found out she's so bored she wants someone to ask her to study. haha! I would have took up the offer if I didn't feel so darn lazy today.. ><

Oh and..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY COUS' DOMINIC! (:

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

4:02 PM

Yesterday, went bugis with Greg nd David to.. walk walk! haha.. Greg said he might want to buy a rose.. but thought twice coz he doubt he'll give it away. =x Made me think for awhile too.. ><

Went to woodlands after that and at the bus interchange we saw so many PHS-ians at a specific bus stop so we knew that was the right bus to take to Republic. xD

Jia qi was thre alr with the 1e guys nd the bdae boy teh-o. Zk, xav, ray, kelvin, 4E guys, P.A graduates, Pet, alicia... are some of the many people that were there.

Ok, I was expecting the DRAMA emcees to be really... extra "crap-u-lant" frm all the rehearsels I've seen them in. But surprisingly, it wasn't so bad that night.. at least the stage arrogance style really did it for him, haa!

And uhh.. hate to say it but.. the choir wasn't so bad that night. =x

Ok! Now.. the worst thing that night was probably the Alumni Choir, something was wrong there.. really. The drama was actually better, but Mrs Bishop was really in her role. She really was suffering frm Amnesia, she couldn't remember her lines.

What I liked the most though was the Alumni Band! Kick ass man! They win hands down. If you really understood how hard it is the play the instruments continuously for a good 10mins+ and still sound awesome you'ld agree. But haha, you could see most of them were out of breath at the end.

Then there was guzheng.. (: Mesmerized. haha. xP

Dance was also not bad, Joshua really gotta put mre energy in his dancing though, its like his moving unwillingly. The girls weren't bad, but they could be mre coordinated.

So overall, the night wasn't that bad. I had my laughs, and admiration for others. Oh and the finale was entertaining! Loo was dancing right beside dav and I, and we just practically distracted her throughout.. haha! She was so shy she spent most of her time looking at the floor and calling us bastards... LOL.

Oh and, every single member of Neophyte was in the building that night! Elias, Daniel, Jacob, Gladys, David, and I. Rock on! xD Brings back memories. And I feel like jamming again. ><

Waited outside the theatre for the guys till the whole area was closed. Went off walking in the rain with the integ people. Wen Yi was wearing killer heels so she walked barefoot, haha, but shermin swapped with her later on.

Shermin saw a bunch of kids wanting to walk under an open area to Causeway Point but she kept shouting for them to come back and walk along the pathway where there's trees coz there was lightning. At first the kids were still walking slowly, but after awhile they really got scared by shermin and ran for their lives across the field.. ROFL!

Went hme, cooked myself noodles and watched Spain's match against Russia till 2am and called it a night.

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

1:02 AM

I realised I've got some outdated pictures in my mp3 that I didn't post up "don't know how many eons ago." xD Well here they are.

Loo & Dav's studying session over at my place. *Well, meant to be one any way.*

Restless already.

-Gave Up- *Taking pictures that is.*

Designing of the jj fair games banner. If you realised, we came from 3 different classes and now we're friends. haha! *2 Integ, 2 Faith, and 2 Humility.*

-The Beast-

-The Master-

-The beast, and his master.

Celebrating Yi Hui's Bdae at Swensons. The day I lost something important. ><

-This makes me laugh. Haha!~

Heading out to bugis with david and gregory for awhile, before going to Republic Poly for our school's concert.

Gambatte! (:

Saturday, June 07, 2008

12:38 AM

Yes, the last day of this rather useless period of Extended Lessons. (: Meaning, we finally get some time off till the start of term 3. Then again, its the sec 4 life. The word holiday is as good as redundant..

Yeah, actually.. we're still pretty much stuck. Not much freedom yet I guess. ><

Today, yet another wasted day. All I can remember was the 15 ppl that skipped chem class today and talking with hong yi and pei qi throughout the entire english period, haha.. Am I that bad? ><.. *Mistaken.. really.*

Went to the hall later on, blah blah blah.. went backstage after finishing up in the gallery, blah blah blah.

Went to the back and ate lunch. Came back to sch to check out the rehearsels after that. x) So a couple of guys came to the gallery to join me, terence, derek, jacob, david, ying hui, gregory nd jj.

We just talked about harmless stuffs rly. Like how the ____ was ruining the concert, how ____ sucks amazingly, and how the ____'s accent sounded freakishly weird. But all and all, it wasn't so bad. :D

Went off with david after that before making a last minute decision to go to his house when I was nearing my flat.

I just realised my wallet is getting thinner and thinner every week. Problem is, I can't remember where'd all the money had gone to. =x Think man, think!

Then again, I've never been good at saving-up. =/

She brightens up any day.
The girl with that sweet smile.

Wednesday, June 04, 2008

2:30 PM

Monday.. Played Basketball after lessons before going for P.A camp. Actually I just walked around, looked at Mr Choo training the juniors, and went to buy myself lunch while the rest of the lot went to Universal Cultural Centre for an inside look of how a theatre operates.

Blah.. met up with Pei Qi and Xavier to meet up with Pet & Alicia at j8. Walked arnd and pei-ed pq to look for a present for.. ____. x)

Went back to school, then headed to Pizza Hut with super seniors + alicia nd pet. *Super seniors refers to different generation of graduated seniors. Super for last yrs graduates, super super for last last year's graduates etc.*

Watch them eat coz I don't really like Pizza Hut. xD But luckily for me, Sean Lai came! You know, the ex-student council president? He gave me his leftover birthday cake! -Saved- x) Jason, aka super senior, aka classmate of sean lai, gave him this shocked-looking elmo doll wrapped in a blanket. *Scary stuff if you asked me.*

Talked about jc and poly stuff with them before heading back to sch in a cab with pet and alicia. Went hme at about 10+ after that with Mr Choo. He told me something that made me really regret not having when I was in sec 3. Passion.. >< If only I had more hunger for knowledge then than I have now, but its just too late I guess.

Tuesday, Went to school for lessons again. By the time it ended my juniors have already left for their Amazing Race around S'pore. I've already participated 3 times before and its still tiring to even think about it. >< So instead, I played basketball with.. Jacob, Budiman, Eugene, Leslie, Philip, Jia Qi, Juin Li, Yi Hui, Xi Tong, Gladys and Jeanette. It was great. (:

Went off with pet, pei qi, xavier and alicia again to j8, this time, to really buy the present for ____. lols. Came back later and played Heart attack in the Senior's bunk. Actually its more like, "Personal Attack." =.= Anw.. Set up the bbq fire with Shi Jie. After that I just.. sat there and got served by my very nice juniors. xD

Went around to set up the game for the treasure hunt with the sec 4s. Alicia's really scared of the D&T block, haha.. Anw, my team came in 2nd. x)

Gathered around the parade square and listened to Mr Choo's yearly inspirational speech with everyone. Blah, its kinda sad that we're graduating this year. Lets hope the sec 3s can really inspire the nxt batch of juniors after we're gone. (: *And that Mr Choo would lose his lame-ness.*

Oh, and a cat was eating our food so Pei Qi went and chased after it like nd idiot. xP

Went home with the super seniors, jason, shu hui nd hong zhen in a cab at around 12+.

Today! NO LESSONS. Yay. =.=

I wish I could spend more time... with...
.....
...
My textbooks.. HAHAHA.

And.. yeah.. ><