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Saturday, September 29, 2007

9:50 PM

Water Heater has been down for weeks now, and I'ld still have to bear with it until the replacement arrives. NEXT WEEK! !$@%^&

Guess I'll just take it as physical preparation until I meet -1o degrees of freezing cold air huh. >.<

Bah! Should've gone out studying today coz Ms Jia Qi asked me to. LIKE DO YOU KNOW HOW RARE THAT ACTUALLY IS!? >.< Then there was my mum, and thats pretty much the end of story.

So pretty much just chatted today with j.l the slacker. xD LOL.. lucky for me she was slacking, coz she's pretty much studying all the time.

Oh wow, van persie scored the first arsenal goal. Haha.. Their really hot this season.

I GOTTA STOP SLACKING AHH!!!

2:01 PM

Friday, September 28, 2007

5:08 PM

Woo... interesting english paper we had today. I don't know what to say though.. If I say its easy, chances are I'm going to fail it, soooo ya, its just.. INTERESTING.

And like wow, totally love this sentence! "Subliminal suggestions of a female anatomy." xD

Poor Faith and Grace though, having core geog on the same day? Its ridiculous really...

Even Ms Kumari said its absurd coz students will most likely be too stressed up after the english paper let alone remember facts for geog. >.<

And wow, guess who I saw on the train today. Amazing! I finally get to see the guy in person! And he was just 2 feet away.

Thursday, September 27, 2007

6:07 PM

Oh ya... and JIA YOU PEOPLE!! xD

The, "We Drive You Nuts" period is finally here..

..Not that its any good of course. >.<

GOOD LUCK!! (: (:

5:04 PM

Mmm.. what a fast day. It was raining in the morning and before I knew it I'm alone at home now.

Even though tmr's paper is English, I have no idea how one can study it in a day. >.< Reading a dictionary wldn't help at all..

Anyways, since I promised someone I guess I'll have to read up something. xD GUAI MAH! ;)

Saw a very weird sight on the way home just now. 3 birds were dead on the ground and a minah seemed to be choking to death. Couldn't be Avian flu now can it...

Like, jesus.. I actually walked past them!

Random: What happened to the good old days where pigeons represented peace and pureness. They've degraded to just disease carrying aerial bombers. >.<

Havent seen her for 5 hrs and I miss her already.. Bummer.. :(

Tuesday, September 25, 2007

5:59 PM

Bah, EOYs are just round the corner and I'm here blogging and playing com games... DIE LE LA!! >.<

Stuff that happened today umm..
- That tall Mr Ng guy's an arsehole..
- Screwed up my physics test
- Totally screwed up my chemistry as well.
- Finally got to see pei qi in braces.. hahaha! Don't look no different though..
- Yi Hui saved me from a question though Gregory did try to help as well.
- My first taste of Yong Tau Hu for after nearly a year
- Felt a bit lousy on the way back home again. >.<

The face that brightens up everything, and the pain that comes along with it.

Unable to tell her she meant the world to you..

Sunday, September 23, 2007

5:57 PM

Badminton with jia qi, juin li, yi hui, yan cheng and lewis today. x)

Picture taken sometime in June.

3 months later.. 23/11/2007 - Today.

If you'ld notice the resemblence, jia qi, yi hui and juin li stayed in their favorite spot while lewis got replaced by yan cheng. xD

Anyways, jia qi n j.L left first, then yc, lewis and I pei-ed yi hui to her block which is the one in the picture. x)

Had a guy's moment on the bus back to yck. Talked about our crushes lur... Somehow we all cld relate to each others pain and happiness so well. >.<

After that, yan cheng went home and I followed to lewis to sembawang's NTUC to spend his voucher.

The guy bought a pack of instant porridge for me! Just what I needed.. Thx bro! He's such a nice gangster... (:

12:53 AM

Oh! Forgot I had this. x)

See? Got study one ok! >.<

12:09 AM

Woo... tiring day. >.< Went to study with jie lin and yc as stated yesterday. x) Reached Northpoint at 12.40 and thought I was late? But then both of them havent reach yet, haha... So went walking around and saw Ms Choi Pei Ling.

She sms-ed me later and told me to study hard... lols. Feel like im letting her down though. >.< Studying ne, Jie Lin was mugging so hard la... yc and I are so easily distracted. Feel so pai seh lur..

Then there was this group of weirdos sitting behind me talking about aliens and stuff. At one point they even claimed they relatives got alien-napped! O.O The 3 of us were like rofl. xD

Anw, jie lin was the hardest working and the sickest. >.< Sick le still don't want eat breakfast and lunch... but gave in to ice-cream. Aiyoyo. x)

Left ltr, pei-ed j.l to buy mooncakes. Then we both went to the bus interchange where she found yc and took the bus hme with him. I on the other hand took a bus to pasir ris to attend my cousin's birthday celebration.

Missed a bus so I took a cab, and everyone was there already. >.<

There was so much food! So much temptation ... couldn't stop...

But I'm gonna burn them off during badminton tomorrow so what the heck... x)

Friday, September 21, 2007

10:06 PM

Alright! Like finally a fully booked Saturday schedule!! >.<

If everything goes smoothly, its studying in the afternoon with yc and j.l. (:

Evening maybe meeting up with cousin dom, to go to our other cousin's chalet.

Sunday may be badminton-ing in the afternoon as well. xD

7:58 PM

Friday today... Kinda nice as always, I mean.. its the end of the week! Its always nice... x)

Mr Tan went for reservice today so he wldnt be in sch for awhile. Meaning double free periods! So sad that he pang seh-ed us... ): Oh well... xD!

Then during bio class smsed jie lin coz I thought she was sick, turns out she wasnt... LOL. Then yc kept singing beside me as always... He found a new favourite song! Gonna be noisy days ahead... >.<

Assembly was quite alrights, went backstage for P.A. Sat at the back to chat with, Pei Qi, Pet, Derek and Xavier. Scandalous details as always... x)

After school played soccer with the dudes. Classic match today, the atmosphere was high and the thrills of chasing after the ball was even higher!

Wonderful way to drown your sorrows really.. x)

Anyways, Elias was talking to Weng Sun on the fone whilst playing. Really envy him lur... >.<

David was injured but continued playing, and he limped home. Samuel and Xuan Liang were the unluckiest, they both spilt their pants! Haa! xD They seem to be quite happy about it though. =.=

Poor samuel, got groped after every goal... o.o And he ended up with abrasions at the end of the day. Unlucky dude...

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

5:00 PM

Man... school is like, routines that are repeated over and over again.

Why can't something out of the ordinary happen... >.<

Found out yesterday that I'm one of the 60,000 s'poreans that are heading to Korea this December.

Dad: "Hey guess what? We're going to Korea!"
Me: "Uhhh... Do I have to? >.<"
Dad: "Too bad, we've already bought tickets!"
Me: "What.. O.O"

Sigh, you see, its really not my nature to visit other countries and study their culture...

I mean, its..
..BO-RING! >.<

And remember that recent incident with the budget plane? Jesus..

More importantly... Its going to be 10 long days without talking to her!! Let alone see her!! :( :(

I blame it all on my mum...
She and her Korean dramas... =.=

Saturday, September 15, 2007

7:54 PM

So bored...

Why are my Saturdays like this... ARHH!! I wanna go out!! Smell some fresh air!! >.<

Tmr.. Go out? Anyone? .__.

Random: Whahaha! Pei qi and her 黑马王子... ;)

Cute couple... xD

Friday, September 14, 2007

11:38 PM

LOOK AT THESE SICK PEOPLE!! MY GOD...

5:49 PM

Today umm, quite a relaxing day bah. The luck of Friday I guess. xD

Maths test... ugh... I SHOULD HAVE DONE SOME A MATHS THE PREVIOUS NIGHT!! I couldn't understand a thing on the a maths paper... gosh. >.<

So dead..

Anyways, Ms Seh didn't come to geog class today! WHOO! KICK ASS!! xD Some cute lil retired old man took over. He didn't say a thing when we played music on our phones. (:

Somehow, happiness always have to be ruined when Janice Lim suddenly made her entrance on the last 10 min of the lesson.

Qiu Hui and Tiffany got caught since they were closest to the door. The diversion gave me a chance to lower the volume and keep my phone. Thanks guys, and sorry for your loss.. >.<

Well after that, went to CF class and guess what? The same cute-lil-retired-old man took over my home class! What are the odds... >.<

After school, well..

BORING LA!! 1.30pm leh!! What am I going to do till dinner!! >.<

Really wish I could spend some time with her.. )':

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

7:57 PM

Its September the 11th, and what a day... >.<

I still can't help but whine about Tuesday's timetable... I mean, c'mon. The bag weighs at least 10 kilos! Zzzz...

Janice Lim made us stay back after school to do up our notes... =.= Curses! She's a slave driver I tell you! !@#$%...

Did the notes in the library with David and Yi Hui. We kinda rushed it through though... haha.

On a lighter note, the weather was pretty cooling today. xD

"I wanna care for her..
take care of her..
love her..
I want her to know..

for some reason.. I can't.."

I saw this phrase on Jia Jun's blog...
It means something so much it actually hurts... = /

Sunday, September 09, 2007

1:41 PM

Sorry...

We don't mind the guy really, just that we feel somewhat... distant from you, yea. :(

And I didn't call him a perv, your "bestie" did! I just sorta agreed I guess, sorry. >.<

1:00 AM

So I'm a nosy, bastard huh...

Your thinking, "Who the hell does he think he is."

Yeah, your so right. Who the f**k do I think I am to care about you... I don't even know the answer myself.

You know sometimes I just wish I could show concerns as well as your besties does and not get a big "f**k you" back?

But hey, haha, who am I kidding. Even when your bestie says, "Try your best! She'll understand." Its impossible! I only make it worst. I've even lost the right to be called your friend now...

Sigh...

Care...

It only brings misery...

Saturday, September 08, 2007

10:20 PM

I don't know this girl anymore, SHE'S CHANGED... :S

Gone...

I know I'm not the only who's feeling like this coz there are just so many people who feels the same way.

Still hopeful... >.<

6:03 PM

Oh man... LOL.. THIS IS BRILLIANT... xD Check it out... hahahaha..

Friday, September 07, 2007

1:24 PM

Its Friday... >.< 2 more days of late nights and thats it. :(

Playing dota into the wee hours of the morning with gregory ang, and watching random videos off the net everyday.

Escaping time and time again from the clutches of my parents...

Yes, its this kinda thrills that makes life more interesting really.

And I'm so gonna miss the times chatting with the nocturnal people, esp with her. >.<

But I guess this holiday has been pretty much worth it. Coz of that one very special day... xD

But on the brightside though, its back to school with friends again. =]

Mmm... oh and...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SI XUAN!!

Thursday, September 06, 2007

2:32 AM

My god, its 2.30 in the morning... >.<

Played too long of a game with Gregory Ang!!

If my parents catches me now, ahhh!! DON'T EVEN WANNA THINK ABOUT THE CONSEQUENCES...

Yet, I'm risking my life writing this post before I go to sleep, don't know why, just had the sudden urge. xD

Ahhh everyone's going offline le, jie lin said bye, sze hoe gave me some random note and then bid bye as well...

OK I'M OFF... NIGHTS.

Wednesday, September 05, 2007

8:05 PM

So thats what its all about huh?

Why did she even think like that...

I mean, use you? Thats so unfair for my side! So yeah, maybe I felt it'll be better for you to come coz ur her best friend? That doesn't mean I'm using you! ):

Like, I would watch a movie with you even if she's not going la. I just wanted to more spend time with friends and a girl I like? Is that even too much to ask for?

I'm real sorry if you felt used coz you weren't at all!!!

You could have just tell me straight in the face? Instead of going through all that trouble by lying to me?

"I'm tired, I've got more important things to do in the evening and its not ** coz he's not important."

At least I'm glad you werent lying about being tired, but not ** huh...

12:24 PM

I can't believe this...

Friends backing out on the actual day is the worst ever... >.<

And he still acts so cool about it... Thinks his so great huh?

~~Asswhite of a friend.~~

/edit

Umm sorry about that, wrote that on a spur of the moment.

Its alright dude... :)

11:39 AM

Wow wow, check this out. This is some sweet piano cover.

He did the vocal fillers so well! AWESOME... x)

Monday, September 03, 2007

8:09 PM

Bio remedial today, fer 1 hr? >.< After the class ended, greg, philip, joey, xi tong and I stayed inside Ms Choy's homeroom coz she wanted to talk to greg. Listened to music over the classroom and walk around aimlessly? =.=

Went to play LAN with the BB boys coz I had nothing to do... Greg and I left early coz we got bored and didn't wanna waste our money. Met juin li, jia qi and x.t at AMK mrt to stand and 'stone'? : o

In the end, greg, x,t and I left for home... >.<

GaaAAHH!! Nothing to do at all!!

DiShhx HoLiiDaEx iisHH FrriiK!n B0oRiing!!!!

COME ON!! TALK TO ME ON MSN!! ANYTHING!!

I have absolutely no plans other than tuition for tomorrow...

Anyone? :)

Sunday, September 02, 2007

12:30 PM

Uhh... Dreadful Sundays... I'm stuck at home, yet again.

Man, this sucks... >.<

Is my social circle that limited? Haha, maybe I'm just lazy to call people out. But you know I'm always up for it when people ask me out! xD

For now I guess, its just me and my buddy, the monitor screen... >.<

Its Sundays like this that make monday remedials actually look inviting...

I think I'm losing my mind!

12:00 AM

Its the wee hours of September the 2nd, Liverpool just thrashed derby 6 goals to nil.

I was reading through a post, and it really is painful to see her crying out inside. Though this happened some time ago.

He meant a lot to her... he probably didn't know.

She wished he could be there for her.

The end was silent...

But he's still etched in her heart.

She felt empty then,

Part of me is empty now.

I couldn't be the one beside her...