Was chatting with 2 friends just now, tried to get some advice on something that meant alot to me but I guess I really chose the wrong people to talk to. REALLY WRONG... I thought they could help a lot : / Couldn't even get a word of consolation and felt really-really messed up after talking to them. That feeling of having everything you hoped for being ripped to shreds?

Why is she always like that? How come every time I have a chat with her online she'll start being so... I dunno how to explain it, ...demoralising. She'll just literally kill all the feeling in you... And I didn't even say a thing about her.

I still remembered that time when I saw her getting depressed over something that happened with her CCA. So I asked her whats wrong and she just shouted, "WHAT!?" and her eyes looked as if she wants to murder me inside out. Totally left speechless la...

She has a super devilish side of her when she's being all mad and stuff la... When she's nice she's a really nice person. WHATS WRONG WITH HER!?

She has the exact same extreme splitting personality as one of her best friends...its scary la seriously.