nostalgia.

WELCOME
to my flimstrip, boulevardofshatteredhopes@bs.

&! HELLO! (:

Tuesday, July 31, 2007

3:50 PM

SWEET MOTHER OF URANUS!! I'M SO GONNA FAIL MY MATHS COMMON TEST!! >.<

O...kay, with that outta the way, went to play badminton at the yck sports hall with Raymond, Ying Hui, Zhi Kai, Gregory, Xavier, Casey, Christopher, Yan Yi, Crystal and Shermin. The girls were just watching while xavier was reading his Harry Potter.

After that we went to try out that vending machine that uses EZ link to pay. Somehow the machine was a bit screwed up... Couldn't do a thing with it let alone by my drink.

Went our seperate ways after that.

Saturday, July 28, 2007

11:01 PM

Got bored in the afternoon today so I ventured off to bugis alone? So sad really, can't think of anyone to ask. Though there was yan cheng, but apparantly he found it too gay, so ya.

Can't blame him though, like you can't possibly ask anyone along just to watch you buy stuff can you? >.<

It's nice to visit crowded places once in awhile when your so "sua ku". Had a bit of difficulty finding my way around though...LOL!

Yi Hui smsed me saying she saw me at bishan and I was like, "huh?". When did I ever went there... But still its kinda coincidental considering the fact I hardly go out, and the place I went to also started with the alphabet B, hah! xD

Bought myself some stuff before meeting up with my parents at yishun to eat Teppenyaki. Had a few laughs with them over some random topics, walked around and went home after that.

Really wish I cld go out with her lur... >.<

~ Impossibilities ~

Friday, July 27, 2007

2:31 PM

Ms Choy talked about Dating vs Going Steady today... I really feel bad for those guys in the class who are y'noe... with someone...haha. Ms Choy was going on about how now isint really a good time to be in something like this and all, so yeah... just feel bad for them.

Plus David and Lewis always get picked on for this topic...haa! Lucky them. >.<

Ms Choy also mentioned its a bit hard for her to teach us this topic... I WONDER WHY. xD

Anw, after CF saw yi hui being kinda...fuming? Ask her whats wrong she pointed at David and said, "I hate him la" then she kinda stormed off? So yikes, I thought I saw her eyes getting a bit teary and red.

Told David and he told me what happened, guess it was a small misunderstanding. But he kinda felt guilty about making her sad, so I dragged him and went after yi hui who was going to her locker. Then david kept apologising? She just smiled and diao-ed him at the same time? And then went off again... Haha, weird sia this two. >.<"

Oh btw, I uploaded the simpson's movie theme covered by Green Day onto my jukebox just for fun...xD It's for all the simpsons and G.D fan out there!

And I also uploaded the full version of Alones as well, enjoy! :)

Wednesday, July 25, 2007

6:05 PM

Nothing much these few days...

At least, nothing worth mentioning?

Chapel duty today...ughh, very stressful as always. Mr Choo came and talked to us... he's always a bit harsh with his words but I guess he means well.

During chem class, xi tong, christopher, yan cheng and I took a page out of the Harry Potter Novel, shooting curses at each other with glass rods as wands. Too boring of a lesson I guess... Some people joined in the fun as well? Jia qi was just sitting there staring blankly at us and rolling her eyes. Haha... >.<

Feeling lousy though, = /

lately she's being kinda... cold?

I dunno... sigh.

Sunday, July 22, 2007

7:00 PM

Went Jamming again with the guys.

Tracklist for today was, Perfect, Memory, Unholy Confessions and the old songs that we jammed before. Losing my voice at the end lur... 3 solid hours of singing leh... =.="

After that went to the arcade...

AND I FINALLY FOUND THAT PLUSHIE!!

But... couldnt manage to get it no matter how many times I tried... bummer. : /

When I got home the first thing my mum said was... "I give up! The computer only listens to you, I can't do a thing with it." = o

Saturday, July 21, 2007

7:04 PM

Woots... the original full version of Alones by Aqua timez is out! The opening of bleach, if you guys don't know. Haha... waited for it like 1 month... -.-

May upload it into my playlist someday. x)

Anyways, I forgot to mention about that 2.4 run yesterday. Unbelievable really... managed to run consecutively for 6 laps without stopping and still had the energy to sprint finish the last lap. LIKE WOW!! And was like 5th place! x) Although I was a minute behind David.

Always loathe 2.4, and I either just happen to pass it or fail. Yesterday was a benchmark in history!! :) :) The miracle formula... umm, eat at Macs the day before? Probably sing and do some breathing and stretching exercises before you run. >.< Went to youtube to watch some vidz just now and there was this spoiler Harry Potter 7 comment by someone... Zzz... I WANNA HIT HIM WITH THE AVADA KEDAVRA CURSE!! =.=

Had a chat with j.L last night, she's still the nicest person to talk to... :) I didn't know I was so mischievious back in primary 1... >.< SORRY.

Friday, July 20, 2007

7:53 PM

Lessons today was music filled as always, haha... Maths and Chinese always singing with yan cheng. Walk along corridors sing with stephen. Physics class teacher left early so sang along to songs on my hp with david, lewis and greg. xD

Tan Bak Seng is a very nice old man, bad humor sense but nice... :) I think he's the only teacher in this school who lets pupils sleep during his class. He said it was either listen quietly or sleep? Amazingly I didn't sleep this time, but everyone else was already sleeping. LOL... very cute, like he's teaching and everyone's just in their dreamland.

After school had that Social Studies test, didn't quite finish it PROPERLY coz I simply ran out of time? Then I just handed in the papers before rushing out with greg to meet my primary school friends. On the way went to the General Office to collect my I.C... Sweet looking card! xD

Harry Potter was quite nice, the battle scenes that is...though the whole movie was like RUSHED through. Much shorter than the 500+ pages of the book. It was still nice though. I didn't know luna lovegood was that cute, haha...

Yeah, so after the movie greg went hme by bus and I followed the girls to the mrt and then Jenn and I "escorted" Shu Hui home. Then I accompanied Jenn to her house before heading home.

Nice way to end a Friday. =]

Thursday, July 19, 2007

7:12 PM

Watching Harry Potty with shu hui and jenn tmr, been awhile since I last saw them... wonder how they are now. :)

So yeah, have to RUSH and meet them after school coz of the stupid COMPULSORY SS test that janice lim suddenly told us yesterday. Had to reschedule the movie coz of her...=.=

And that PETRINA TAN did it again!! = X

Can't blame her if she hates me now or something. : /

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

6:48 PM

Man...what is with that guy, he keeps thinking he's like the best singer out there or something.

When he shouts, "THIS AIN'T A SCENEEE...." Everyone covers their ears and ask him to shut his trap and he'll go like... "Can you even sing like me!"...=. = Ughh... like omg, even if I could hit his "notes of mastery" you would have to kill me first.

You simply can't sing a single tune! Just get that into your head already. Aren't you a bit tired that everyone has said that in your face already... geez.

Just listen to yourself la... its hard for us to keep telling you the truth and you just can't realise it. Its super tiring really.

Alright, fine... go ahead and make a total ass out of yourself. -.-" Don't get humiliated so bad one day that you'll have to make all your friends say ,"we told you so..."

Anyways, on a lighter note, I just watched s.h.e's MV of mayday. Yeah... I know I'm slow. x) Its kinda cute though, but whats with that awkward looking kiss... haha.

YouTube is a haven for viewing different covers of songs from people around the world. They just have to stop deleting anime episodes... >.<

Monday, July 16, 2007

5:44 PM

Ok umm...today was normal? Lost my a maths textbk though... bummer. =.=

Geog class wanted to pass yi hui a stapler so threw it, who knew it hit her in the knuckles... ouch. Sorry sia. = X Then she kept saying I murdered her or something to pei qi. =.=

And poor greg...he was in bruises all over today, and his specs broked. Guess have to lend him my spare one tmr. Was the hilarious challenge that tough? Whew...

Assembly was wacky, bit lame at times but still alright. =] There was once a lot of people started standing up and leaving the hall, I mistook them for staging a walkout coz I thought they found the show too boring..LOL. Found out they left for Higher Chinese. xD

Soccered with the guys after sch at the courtyard. Damn was the floor hot... My feet was burning! Had to hop around as the keeper, they said maybe its coz I wore black socks, hmm...

Cooled down with drinks in the canteen, chatted with lewis, xavier, david, elias, fatin, sisca and ji yeon. Wanted to see if the HCL ppl were released yet, but they didn't so we all left.

WHERE'S MY A MATHS BOOK SIA!!!

Sunday, July 15, 2007

1:24 AM

Wow... dota-ed with hongadi, yc and... JIA QI just now... lols.

I actually played with a fellow female classmate!

Like woah... guess there's always a first for everything huh. x)

She played surprisingly well for a first timer though. Those super-dumb artificial intelligence bots didn't stand a chance!

Anw, I'm friggin' bored... : / Watching anime does kill time.

Problem is...

I'M SO RUNNING OUTTA ANIMES TO WATCH!! GAAA!!

Saturday, July 14, 2007

12:33 AM

Was chatting with 2 friends just now, tried to get some advice on something that meant alot to me but I guess I really chose the wrong people to talk to. REALLY WRONG... I thought they could help a lot : / Couldn't even get a word of consolation and felt really-really messed up after talking to them. That feeling of having everything you hoped for being ripped to shreds?

Why is she always like that? How come every time I have a chat with her online she'll start being so... I dunno how to explain it, ...demoralising. She'll just literally kill all the feeling in you... And I didn't even say a thing about her.

I still remembered that time when I saw her getting depressed over something that happened with her CCA. So I asked her whats wrong and she just shouted, "WHAT!?" and her eyes looked as if she wants to murder me inside out. Totally left speechless la...

She has a super devilish side of her when she's being all mad and stuff la... When she's nice she's a really nice person. WHATS WRONG WITH HER!?

She has the exact same extreme splitting personality as one of her best friends...its scary la seriously.

Friday, July 13, 2007

5:34 PM

Change of blogskin, black as ever. Haha... But seriously, I did'nt have a choice...there's hardly any good blogskins for guys anymre. :/

Our teach let us watch a clip on "Sexuality Education" today during CF period. Guess the other classes have already watched it before as well?

IT WAS TOTALLY CRAPPY MAN! No matter how hard I tried to symphathise and believe what the actors are doing...their just too FAKE? Guess its probably coz I alr saw this vid last year. But still, its just as ridiculous as ever. Half the class fell asleep and Ms Choi didn't bother to stop the clip knowing that, but told us to wake up after the whole 'ordeal' was over. =.=

I mean, would a girlfriend go all crazy just coz her boyfriend had a more excited reaction when he received a better birthday present from a friend? =.=" SUPER LAME...

Anyways, got an invitation by brina's friend to play for the school and get to practice in a studio for free. Like woah...lols.

A few ppl said that she's exhausted from sleepness nights caused by... problems. Hope she's feeling better now. : /

Ahhh... really want to go watch a movie with her. xD xD

Wednesday, July 11, 2007

7:02 PM

Went to see the doc today, said it was just a viral infection of the throat. Guess I'm not gonna die afterall. xD

Anw... when he asked if I wanted a M.C, was it considered stupid of me to say no? : /

There's a chinese test tmr... AHHHH!!

But then again, that would mean I won't be able to see her for a day would I?

Guess its a right choice to go tmr... :)

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

7:49 PM

Oh ya...janice lim didn't come today, so we had one free period inside the AVA room.

Everyone was doing their own stuff...

The girls took over the piano.

The kids played golf with a broom stick.

Then, Lewis, Greg, David and I sat down at a corner to talk about music and stuff. Suddenly lewis was like, "Wah lao... help me see if there's anyone looking at me."

Then david and I was like orrhh...HER...

So we both started counting how many times her eyes looked at lewis, and we were like 7... 8... 9... "14! " at the same time...haha! This only proves that we're not wrong about this.

After that, we were dismissed to go home... was walking with japh and lewis towards the library. He put down his bag and was about to enter when suddenly, she came from behind and entered the library.

He was like, "WTF?", hurriedly he picked up his bag and ran for it, shouting, "If you want to go in, I'm leaving!"

Hmm... why is the guy so harsh on her? =.=" Complicated stuff...

6:22 PM

English class totally sucked today man...

Brett Whiteway came in and flashed his list of people who didn't hand in the english assignment and guess what, my name had all 3 assignments stated "NOT SUBMITTED".

WTF IS THIS LA... All those days that I took to do and submit those 3 assignments and now they're telling me it get lost in cyberspace and its not their fault!?

And to add to this ass of a crazy matter, Mr White says that if I fail to hand in the assignments by today midnight, my common test and C.A marks will be penalized.

I've already overwritten assignments 1 and 2..how do they expect me to hand up now. Crap...

SCREW IT!! Zzzz... this is so effing unfair!! =.=

Monday, July 09, 2007

5:42 PM

God...why do I always have a throbbing headache now and then!? Wait... can't possibly be a brain tumor can it? O.o...

But yeah...nothing beats seeing her in school everyday. =]

KAWAII NEI~ xD xD

Saturday, July 07, 2007

12:26 AM

Umm...guess I'll have to talk about YESTERDAY since its already 12.30 now...

JAMMING WAS FUN... AS USUAL...Here's some pics. :)

Track list today was actually, a7x's Chapter Four, Escape the fate's Not good enough for truth in cliche and Good Charlotte's Lifestyle of the rich and famous.

STILL GOT A LONG WAY TO GO thats all I can say... haha.

Actually managed to record the songs as well... Quite interesting to hear though its in crappy quality. Brings back alot of memory and that "sore-throat" feeling. *Do you know how hard it is to sing in a small room with the drums and guitar?*

Anyways rushed back to school as soon as possible after that coz the P.A had problem with the PPW presentation and needed me to go back and fix it soon coz the event was about to start.

Managed to get it fixed when the event was just about to start...whew. So yeah, the performances were great! =] Juin Li and Yan Cheng was beside me during the performances.

And that juin li... haha...=.=" Shan't say too much.

Yeah...sooo...after the whole thing I just stared into thin air before leaving at around 11pm, ALONE... so sad...

Great but tiring day.

Friday, July 06, 2007

12:45 PM

Going jamming soon... in about half and hours time? x)

And after that I'll be rushing back to school to see the performance bah. :)

Hope I get there in time to see her performance... : o

Wednesday, July 04, 2007

8:42 PM

Ya, we're out of the competition. It was a nice experience though, everyone really put their heart out on their matches. Each one of us had a moment when we felt distraught after losing our specific matches over these 2 week. : / But it was really enjoyable. Made friends with the other schools, pasir ris, st. francis, christ church.

We seriously need a coach though. If this carries on, the club will surely be evicted sooner or later. Why does the school focus on the other sports so much? They don't even give our club enough money to maintain the room let alone hire a coach.

On a lighter note though, I'm really happy that I won my match today. Its the 2nd consecutive match that I won when I played Monford yesterday.

And I really realised something.

I lost my first 2 matches but won my 3rd and 4th game. It just struck me that before the start of 3rd game I was really nervous, but when I looked at her photo and that sms, the feeling just vanished really...

Like... she totally gave me the confident boost I so desperately lacked. : / And todays match was no different. About half-way through the game I asked the referee for a timeout to just glance at my phone.

She cheered for me once before... that one time was just so heart warming.

I have to win this last game no matter what.

Else I'll never be able to forgive myself...

Sunday, July 01, 2007

11:32 AM

The weekends sure are boring... =.=

Suppose to go out yesterday to eat ice-cream? haha...but yeah, something cropped up on the girls side so in the end we didn't. Was really looking forward to go out with friends then spend time rotting at home.

Bummer...

So here I am again on the com, this time on a normal boring Sunday afternoon. What a 'kickass' start for a day huh... : /

Geez, wonder if there's any kind soul out there thats willing to ask someone like me out? : o

I really don't want to interfere in her life.
So can you guys just please stop asking questions about me in front of her?
PLEASE!?