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Friday, June 29, 2007

7:35 PM

We screwed up big time today... I don't feel like saying anything about that anymore, its aggravating. : /

I totally forgot to mention this yesterday. During Mr Shen's chinese lecture the other day, I almost fainted when an sms came in. Like OMG alright? She hardly talks to me and that sms came in to wish me good luck!! I don't know... even though it was foul play, it was really... supportive, ya. Felt so much better after that.

And during english class when the guys came to pick me up for the competition, the whole class started to cheer for us, saying "jia you!" And most of them told me to do my best. It was damn touching alright!

And there I thought no one cared. :(

The same thing happened today when I was in geog class. That ovation was awesome... I totally felt that I've really failed the people that wished me good luck. :'(

Thursday, June 28, 2007

7:06 PM

Ok we drewed at the qualifiers with Christ Church. LIKE NOO!!! WE SHOULD HAVE WON!! And it's entirely my fault!

Lost the last game.

Clarence won the first match-up and I witnessed to whole match... nerves start to get really tingly after awhile, it gets seriously cold in an air-con room when you start to lose it.

Pressure's on me after yc lost, and jerome won. Making it 2 - 1. And after the longest game in all the match, I lost to that guy...sigh. Sucks really knowing you dragged the team down especially when everyone's counting on you.

Cabbed home at the expense of the school's sponsoring.

Tomorrow's gonna be the other qualifying match, hope I don't screw that up as well.

-Randoming-

After a game of soccer, met up with Stephen in the toilet~

Stephen: Yo!
Me: Sup.

Twitching our hair and stuff~
And suddenly,

Stephen: ARGHHH!!! I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE!
Me: Huh! What!?

Stephen: I'M TOO HANDSOME LIAO LA!!
Me: =. = Zzz...

Wednesday, June 27, 2007

7:43 PM

We had our last practice before the snooker tournament finally gets on its way. People around me say, "Aiya, you all lose liaoz la." Its super discouraging, can't lie about that. But you know, just can't really blame the guys. It may be undeniable, but we're gonna do our best anyway.

We'll just see how it goes tomorrow, whether it is we'll live up to the other school's expectation as previous champions and first runners up. Or just make a fool out of ourselves.

After practice went down and played soccer with the guys. Its weird but snooker really makes you a bit exhausted after awhile.

After the game, sat down at the bench and had a small talk with budiman. He's a nice dude really, could talk with him about stuff thats really bothering you. Though he said I'm a bit pathetic coz even he had a chance to go out with the girl he had a crush on, with a group but nonetheless... still walked alongside each other. And snap, just like that I kinda got into a state of depression.

The guy took off after that. Everyone else beside me was happily engaging in their convos but I just totally lost all mood to say anything at all.

Being all crestfallen, journey home was a bit saddening... I just dunno whats wrong with me... Never felt so sucky in a lifetime before.

I'm really just that pathetic huh?

Saturday, June 23, 2007

4:09 PM

Man I really wish I could spend some time with her... Even if it meant just having a short meet up where I can see her face, and that sweet smile of hers.

Sigh, who are you kidding pal... like that very negative friend of yours said, you don't stand a chance! ... She's already taken, you'll never be better than that guy! He has all the fame and you probably don't even register.

And she's simply too good for you... Yeah. She just treats you as a good friend...

Been thinking about these for the past 3 yrs, but I guess I just can't shake that feeling off that easily. When you know a girl has been in your mind for that long you know she's definitely the one...

But it's a totally one-sided thing really. I guess if you can't be that special guy to be beside her all the time...

You'ld just have to make do as her best friend that watches over her.

Friday, June 22, 2007

11:57 AM

Ahhh crap! The holidays are ending.. ALREADY! And I haven't done much of my hmwrk yet...*grumbles...* Is it me or the holiday this yr seem so much shorter...

Anyways going to the ICA ltr to make my IC... ~ALONE~ Thats sad... I guess I don't have much friends thats born on June. = o

So yeah... did anyone read the newpaper yesterday? There was this article about the golden melody awards. Seriously have the judges gone bonkers!!? I thought the golden melody was as prestige as the grammy awards, whats with the winners of the major categories?

Lets see, Jolin actually won the best mandarin female singer award!? Yikes! It's more like they definitely voted her coz of her pop appeal... Taiwanese just wanna crown their pop princess. She definitely has the weakest vocals among the other nominees. This is absurd...=.=

Then there's the best mandarin male singer award that went to nicky lee of MACHI. You know, that japanese looking guy with a heavy american accent? He can't even pronunciate chinese properly! How did people like david tao & JJ lin lost?

The best album went to MC hotdog...umm...ignore the name. He's album is full of vulgarities! Does it mean that the high standards of mandarin pop wants artists out there to create vulgar filled albums in order to win next time? Yeesh....

The suckiest part, for me that is, is that Jolin and David Tao's "Marry me today" won best song of the year. HAA! Thats UNBELIVABLE! So its a catchy and a fun song... but there's much better songs out there. I don't even listen to mando songs that much and I can name a few already...

What a sad night... Seriously, what happened to the standards of the Golden Melodys.

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

8:58 PM

Prezzies from JENNIFER!! (Personalized greeting card, Bottle of stars and a deathnote necklace) She's such a sweet girl!!

THANKS~ =]

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

8:53 PM

YESTERDAY, CAMPUS SUPERSTAR RECORDING

Indeed...the place was overflowing with kawaii girls... xD xD Thats all I wanna say. And kelvin's PSP really helped me kill some boredom.

TODAY

Went out with jia qi, yi hui, david and yc to sentosa today, very fun indeed! xD Ate at vivocity first. Its been dunno how long since I've actually went into the water... 4 of them tried to ~~drown~~ push me into the water, 1 of them succeeded, I got caught off guard =.=

Anyways, jia qi and yi hui were 'hanky panky-ing' in the water with david... yc was reluctant to get his body wet, in the end he did.

Once we grabbed jia qi by the arms and legs and flung her into the water she was like, "Eh, shuang leh!". Yeaah...not quite the reply we were expecting but nonetheless she still got thrown. =]

Jia qi & yi hui were wearing white shirts so YA... they couldnt walk around being all *Ahem* and stuff so david and I lent them our shirts. On our way back to the dressing room, I got smacked in the face by a cake and one nutcase whacked it into my ear...haa! Most prob it was yi hui I think...but I guess it was unintentional. I forgive you. x)
Oh yeah, a random comment... -gatsby moving rubber and salt water DON'T MIX!-

Later we went to harbourfront shopping centre to eat at macs coz everyone was complaining of hunger. Jia qi kept laughing at david and I coz she said the way we ate french fries were funny... Is it that abnormal to eat 3-4 fries at a time?
= o

~Ms. David with Jia qi's bag. xD

So yeah, yi hui had to go to attend a family gathering so we met Juin Li later to bowl at safra yishun. When we met her in the train she was getting all red-eyed and started to cry even though me and yc were like, "You alright?". She gave us a very plastered smile... Hope she's alright now. Must've been smth that happened at her pri sch gathering...

It was on the train that I felt quite touched coz I found out jia qi lied to me about accompanying yi hui to meet her bf in the morning to buy that cake for me with yi hui, yc and david. xD Thx alot guys! = D

~DAVID

~JUIN LI

~JIA QI

Played bowling with the guys, david won the first game, I won the 2nd. x) Yc walked home while the rest of us took our own buses home...ALRIGHT!!...I wanna thx these few ppl for making my day so-so special! xD

Brina, Valerie, Belicia, Jia Qi, Wen Min, Kai Shi, Si Xuan, Sandra, Jennifer, Sheryl and Celine for their sms greetings!!

Jie Lin and Valerie for the blog post greeting.

Jie Lin, Tung and Kerry... MSN...

Lewis, Jennifer, Chee Wah... FRIENDSTER...

Jie Lin, Juin Li and Yi Hui for the very formal handshake greeting...hahaha! I don't know, maybe I'm not used to shaking hands as a greeting yet... xD

And of coz... the nice cake that I didn't get to eat at all by Jia Qi, Yi Hui, Yan Cheng and David!

I tried my best...hope I didn't miss out anyone. x)

Nevertheless... this is the best bdae I had for a very very long time! At least...I don't get to celebrate alone anymore...

THANKS ALOT!! EU GUYS RAWK!!! WOO HOOO!!!! = D

Sunday, June 17, 2007

9:42 PM

Ok umm...sry for the late update. Just simply had nothing to say about these past few days, not that I'm lazy to post. Alright...so maybe I was, but what the heck there's just not a single "happening" thing that I can blog about.

Anyways tmr shld be an okay day, may be going to school in the morning to practice up snooker with yc, then I'll be heading to caldecott for the Campus superstar recording...

Not really that interested in the show. Just going there to check out the rumors of the many "cute girls" thats gonna be there. xD Hehhs...anyway, and since its my first time going to mediacorp, bah! what the heck... beats staying at home! =]

Oh and...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BELICIA! = D

Wednesday, June 13, 2007

5:08 PM

Ok, just got back from P.A camp so I'm sorta tired out... Guess I'll just post some pics. Y'all can find out what roughly happened at Pei Qi's blog...HERE. =]

Ice breaking game for the juniors.

On the mrt for the Amazing Race.

Our bunk, (Seniors bunk).

Tram ride to beach.

Pei qi, pet and johnson acting their age. x)

Punishment a.k.a lunch for the game's loser...(Cup noodles outside 7-11)

Soap, soap and lots of soap + water = Human mat slide. =]

Seniors gearing up.

Shu Hui and Hong Zhen first to land.

Graduated seniors, Jia Rui & Yao Zhong Motion Picture. (Before)

(Mid-point)

(After) = OWNAGE! x)

Friday, June 08, 2007

8:57 PM

BAH!! I'M SERIOUSLY DYING OF BOREDNESS HERE... its practically the same routine everyday! Wake up, wash up, use the com, eat lunch, use the com, dinner, use the com, sleep at 1am, wake up the next day at 2 pm...

Seriously, doesn't have to take someone to tell me this kinda life style's gonna kill me someday...=.=

At least there's P.A camp from monday to wednesday...

Sigh... can someone ask me out or something?

Oh wait... I'm penniless...

ARGH!!! !@#$%%^

Thursday, June 07, 2007

2:07 AM

Nooo!! I'm so bored!! Look at the friking time, I shouldnt even suppose to be awake. O.o... But I can't sleep either...

Must be the after effects of the chalet, haha! Miss it already... = / It was all noise and fun... now its all silence round me. =.="

I don't mind living with them under one roof, (Without the mess...and the sleepless nights...)

Sigh...gonna be one boring holiday, someone talk to me, please? x)

Wednesday, June 06, 2007

3:36 PM

Alright! Back from chalet...it was fun~ =] It always is...haha! Ok lets see if I can sum up what happened.

Day One
Was in the city so I didn't meet up with the guys at yck, instead I went to pasir ris myself to meet up with Ms Choi and Hong Yi. We went ahead to check in first since no one was there yet. Then I bought my lunch at macs and ate it in the chalet while Ms Choi and hong yi watched Jacky Wu's show, kinda weird really watching comedy with your teacher. Haa! Anyways, jia qi, yi hui, yan cheng, lewis and david came later.

We played tai-dee, slacked and rested all the way till evening. Lewis, hong yi and I went to buy dinner for the rest since they wanted to stay in the chalet. Then we watched campus superstar together coz Jia Qi wanted to support choon keat. Did'nt really see much talent in that show except for maybe that lil 13 year old. xD

We talked throughout the night and then we watched "Borat" on dvd, and it got yi hui really...really...TURNED ON...LOL! She and jia qi were 'les-ing' on the bed for most of the night. We finished the show at round 3 am and then we TRIED to sleep, really emphasizing on the TRY...x) Jia qi, Yi hui, David, Lewis and I were on the bed...then yi hui was kinda high so me and david talked to her and she kept poking and slapping our foreheads...hmm.

Then david got scared of yi hui coz he's afraid she'll rape him. Lewis and I went to bathe and yi hui lent us her wasabi coloured shampoo. As green as it looks it sure smelled pleasant. =] And Philip arrived at around this time.

Day Two

In the wee hours of the morning we kept waking up and then we decided to have a gossip conversation. Got a peak into everyone's love life. xD Went breakfast-ing at B.K, met juin li later...Most of the people started arriving today, Samuel, Roy, Lun Fei, Sze Hoe, Sandra, Qiu Hui, Wai Ping, Valerie, Crystal, Shermin. Accompanied juin li, jia qi and yi hui to the arcade the take a breather from the room.

Around 1 pm, Sandra, Qiu Hui, Hong Yi, Yi Hui, Jia Qi, Juin Li, Philip, Yan Cheng and I went cycling around pasir ris...made a long trip to hong yi's mum's company to collect the bbq stuff. And we cycled back. Kinda cool really...we're like a bike gang. xD

BBQ-ed in the evening and the "chefs" did they stuff and we just ate really...haha...Everyone that came on the 2nd day left after the bbq except for crystal, sze hoe and juin li. We watched spiderman 3 in the room and took turn to bathe, we discussed on the size of the class tee's. Lewis was modelling himself coz he couldn't decide whether he should take the M or L coz both looked about the same. =.=

David and I were sleeping on the bed when we realised juin li and yi hui got back from the beach, soooo we gave up the bed to them and slept on the mats on the floor. There was snoring everywhere...won't say who were the ones though...haha.

Day three

Awww~ xD

Packed our stuff and got ready to check out of the place. Jia Qi left first coz she was meeting her "dear" somewhere. The rest of us talked till its time to leave the room. We slept on the long bus ride to bishan interchange where we ate our lunch. Headed behind to the BBT stall to buy the drinks and hanged out at the nearby playground... Then we parted. :( So sad...

This chalet was great! Glad it turned out quite well... first time organising something like this anyway. Really felt that we've really gotten closer from just this 3 simple days... Woots!!! xD xD

THE END!! =]

Friday, June 01, 2007

11:41 PM

Oh yeah! Forgot to post these few pics...haha...

29/5/2007

After our leadership course in the morning... Elias, Hongadi, Gladys, Jie Lin and I went to the back of the school to buy bbt and lunch. Jie Lin left after that coz she wanted to go home... so I brought the rest to the snooker room to play since I have the whole room to myself...haha...Gregory came afterwards.

I won all games too. =] After they left, slept for 2 hrs and then yan cheng came to school to practice and after a while it was PTC time.

Today, 1/6/2007

This was the umm...last minute "birthday cake" for shu hui...haha...better than nothing like they always say. =]

The girls, and a spastic looking bdae girl.

7:11 PM

Ahh!! The arrival of june already...such a nice month. =]

Anyways went out with shu hui, jennifer, jenin, jia yao and jason today to celebrate shu hui's bdae. Went to plaza sing. supposedly cheryl was so suppose to join us later but she didn't. We went to the arcade where I found brina and stephen at the drummania machine!

Like wow...what coincidence! xD And brina improved tremendously since the last time I saw her play...she cldnt play the basic of some songs and now she can play dragonblade on advance. SO ASHAMED OF MYSELF...cant even play rolling 1000 without autobass. Really lost my touch. x)

So yeah, went to eat at kfc. I was the odd one out, everyone was eating this flat er...thingy, while I ate zinger. Went to watch pirates of the carribean with them later, a nice end to a trilogy. =]

Then umm...we pang sehed jason to collect his s.h.e poster at bugis coz it was kinda late, so we all went home... I also caught Jennifer with her face turning bright red today! Uber cute...Haa! xD Dunno fer what reason that she suddenly broke into laughter...

Reached sembawang, shu hui, jennifer and I walked along the stretch of road to our house...shu hui left first then I brought jennifer back to her block before going home myself.

Yeah! What a day...just now juin li asked me to go play badminton after dinner...LOL...Real rotten timing, like, I don't have any stamina left...haa! Bugger...