Sigh.....just heard something from pei qi....She told me de last time her, alicia, derek and me were made team leaders while petrina was made chairman. I thought it was quite a nice placing...=] Since i cldnt attend de camp and all. Apparently....pei qi juz told me she got de placing rong.

All de sec 2's made it to being leader except xavier and me. Si en made it to leader rank too although she's only a sec 1. Sigh....What to say, I know de rest of de sec 2s are a capable bunch except xavier. But....why wasnt I chosen.....haiz. Am I really that lousy?

Coz of pa, I neglected my other cca, billards.....Spent most of my time on P.A....now, I guess....I'm a failure in both. What does de future lie ahead for me = /.......I'm scared at this rate I cant accumulate enuf cca points to pass secondary school....what now.............