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Sunday, November 26, 2006

6:31 PM

Today is grandma's bdae....the whole family went out to eat at some fancy restuarant....Just some random post to liven up this place. =]

Paps.

From Left To Right: My mum, Grandma, and gramps. *P.S: The tower at de far end is the clock tower of phs.

Ok....now to blog, this days its been terrible...raining raining....And my stupid job, kept getting in the way of me meeting up with friends....zzzz.....Plus the boss is so damn uptight, I'm never doing this crap nxt yr....

The only free time i have this days is saturday and sunday.....=.="

Sry guys if i messed up ur planning n stuff....

Saturday, November 25, 2006

2:40 PM

Well this sucks......My holidays....its becomming real boring....extremely boring more like it. I can see them all...having fun, going out with friends....hanging out at shopping malls. All I do is work, or sleep, or stay indoors....There's simply nothing to do....No one asks me out I guess, maybe I really am a loner.....heck, even my blog is dying.....Simply no visitors anymore.

Havent heard or seen any of my friends for weeks now.......am I such a failure.

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

1:27 PM

Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
Your views on education

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.
The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:

Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.
What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

http://www.quizbox.com/

Ahhhh it all sounds too good to be true for me yet again.....haiz....

Sunday, November 19, 2006

1:57 AM

WOw.....I dunno why, i've been influenced to do quizzes just to kill time till the next major update thanks to dew. Dunno how she finds all this wacky stuffs.

1. How tall are you?
170 and going? I dunno exactly.

2. Have you ever been unfaithful in a relationship?
I don' believe in two timing.....But I've never had a serious relationship to begin with either.....= /

3. Do you own a gun?
Not yet.

4. If you had a mental disorder, what would it be?
Paranoia....?

5. How many letters are in you crush's name?
More than 1, less then 12. =]

6. What do you think of hot dogs?
Er....long red salami?

7. What's your favourite christmas song?
The "something" days of christmas...can't really remember how many days it is.

8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
Barley or Milo Bing?

9. Do you do push-ups?
When I suddenly have an urge to keep fit, yes.

10. Have you ever done ecstasy?
Haven't tried yet.....Don't intend to anyways.

11. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
Oh man do you have to bring this up? Its sad enough as it is already....I DON'T!

12. Do you like rain?
The Breezy one yes....the hot and humid kind, no.

13. Do you own a knife?
Yes.

14. What do you smell like?
Hmm.....escence of pork.

15. Do you A.D.D?
Never heard of this term before.

16. Full initials?
LMC.

17. Name 3 thoughts at this exact moment.
I miss her. I'm hungry. I'm tired and I'm gonna sleep right after this.

18. Name the last 3 things you have bought today?
Don't remember buying anything today.

19. Name five drinks you regularly drink, in order most to least.
Soya Bean, Barley, Ice Milo, F@N drinks and water. "Very healthy lifestyle huh."

20. What time did you wake up today?
7 am.

21. Can you spell?
Man I've mastered my abcs eons ago....But if u mean spelling crazy words, den I can try.

22. Current worry?
How to spend my pay wisely.

23. Current hate?
Suck ups and people who tries to outsmart you but they simply cant.

24. Favourite place to be?
Arcade?

25. Least favourite place to be?
The wet market.

26. Where would you like to go?
Somewhere nice with a beautiful scenery near the sea with gentle breezes constantly blowing against my skin.

27. Do you own slippers?
Yes.

28. What do you think you'll be do I look psychic to you?
Er....I think ur english is messed up dude.

29. Do you burn or tan?
Neither.

30. Yellow or blue?
Blue.

31. Would you be a pirate?
Yes....It's always been a dream to mine be an awesome swashbuckling guy that smells like fish.

32. Last time your cell rang?
Today evening.

33. What songs do you sing in the shower?
Loads of songs....I sing everyday, each with different genre and depending on how long I take to bathe.

34. What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child?
Ghosts.

35. What's in your pockets right now?
Nothing in particular.

36. Last thing that made you laugh?
My parents cracking a joke with me.

37. Best bed sheets you had as a child?
The one with the power rangers! Oh wait, or is it the one with the teletubbies

38. Worst injury you've ever had?
A sprained ankle.

39. What is your GPA?
Oh, I'm not american, so I'm not graded this way in school.

40.How many TVs do you have in your house?
4.

41. Who is your loudest friend?
Lee Yan Cheng.

42. Who is your most silent friend?
Joanna Yeow. xD

43. Does someone have a crush on you?
I hope so.

44. Do you wish on stars?
Nah, never believed in astrology.

45. What is your favourite book?
Books that entertains me.

46. What song did you last hear?
Fall Out Boys - Get Busy Living Or Get Busy Dying.

47. What song do you want played at your funeral?
Green Day - Good Riddance (Time Of Your Life)

48. What were you doing at 12AM last night?
Sleeping, had to work.

49. What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up?
"Geez....I can't take the early mornings of my job....=.= Its the freaking holidays for gawd sake!"

Yeah, thats it I guess...People Who wanna kill time can do this as well, I'm not copywriting any of the quizzes, coz I grabbed them off of ppl's blog anyways. Haa!

Thursday, November 16, 2006

7:25 PM

Woots.....finally! I get to touch my com after 2 days of bonding with friends.....Shall blog about wad happened during my stay at "2I's class chalet".

1st Day:
I waited with lewis n yc for over an hour at yck for everyone to finally meet up, so that we can MOVE ON to our destination....zzz. Start of the day and already crestfellen. But anyways, we met up with sisca at pasir ris, but she was with jacob....and her bro n some other guys. She told us to take a certain bus to de place but we suspected dat was de wrong bus....in the end it took us to pasir ris beach. She apologized and we walked our way to the chalet.

Even though dis chalet is bigger then de last one....Dis one was miserably dull....The minute u enter de room....its all stuffy, de tv looks like its in bad shape, the floor is all dirty. I guess the old place was much better. Only the 2nd storey is air conditioned. Shermin and her bf samuel went up. The guys played poker and mahjong cards, I slacked n looked at de tv. We went out to tampines mall to catch a late night movie n to eat dinner, due to tam INSISTING she wants to watch "step up", we splat up coz majority of us wanted to watch "The Covenant". And it didnt dissapoint us at all....its was an AWESOME movie. AWESOME!!! A recommended movie from me...x)

2nd Day:
I tried to sleep de night before but every around me was apparently not considerate at all....U'ld know NORMAL ppl wld have tip-toed if dey see someone sleeping but NOoOo, dey jumped on de mattress....Shouted at the top of deir voice. I understand its de 1st night, but am i askin for too much? I juz wanna sleep....have to go all de way to sembawang again to work y'noe.....crap....So i left early in de morning, came back in the afternoon, greg, wenyi, grace, min yen, kai shi, jonathan, eugene all joined us today coz we're having de bbq at night. Have to say de sambal stingray was da bomb man......haha.....DELICIOUS....It of coz finished super quickly. I went with lewis to look for shu hui, my primary school friend hu's also having her chalet there. She brought her friends and we introed...xD We den walked to de beach, sat at de rocks and let de gentle breeze blow while we talked. Shu hui's friends are interesting....lol...even though we dun click, dey are a bunch of nice girls i guess...=]

Went back chalet, jonathan n dew were still at it, bbq-in de last of de chicken wings, since i havent ate a single wing yet, might as well let dem cook for us! xD But seriously, thx for cooking for us...=] I slept, but den again was awaken by assholes hu apparently let de alchohol get into deir head or somethin......buncha retards......

Last day:
I left de earliest in de morning coz i had to go work again, dat was it. Dunno wad happened to dem le.

Well basically, i kinda thought of de chalet to be quite ok actually, didnt enjoy it like de previous one, i mean....de place was big and all but many ppl couldn't sleep.
And er....i tink dis chalet is mre of a like a lover's night out? We have so many couples there.....geez.......

Monday, November 13, 2006

10:22 AM

Number One
1 ) You love what electronic device most , except the comp?
MP3s!!! Can't live without music.

2 ) Are you a sore loser?
YEAH sorta....it depends on de individuals actually...x)

3 ) What would you do , if you received a call at 8.00 a.m , when you are still sleeping?
George comes to mind.....only he is capable of doing somethin like dis.

4 ) You found out you won the lottery of some sort , of 500 dollars , you...
OBVIOUSLY I'LL SPEND IT ALL!

5 ) Are you easily sick?
Naw....I have perfect attendence from p6 till now.

6 ) What would you do if your computer was taken away?
I'll break down....My best friend is gone.

7 ) do you normally find end of year exams easy?
Nowadays no....the last time, yes. =]

8 ) What would you do if your mother showed ur baby pics to your friends?
I'ld convince ppl i WAS a CUTE boy once....=]

9 ) You read a spooky ghost story and you cannot get it out of your mind, it is so realistic you think it might happen to you, would you dare to stay in your room alone, at night?
Nope dun think so...im a scaredy cat.

10) Do you love having a dog as a pet?
YES! But my parents says I cant eve take care of myself, let alone a dog. sigh.

11 ) A dead bee falls on your head , you..
Sweep it aside.

12 ) If your friend backstabs you, but that was during a quarrel, will you forgive her/him?
It depends who is it.

13) Do you enjoy doing surveys?
No idea.

14 ) Its friday the 13th. you..
Slack like i usually do.

15 ) What is your favourite drink?
Barley...hehhs

16 ) Are you naturally shy when you see a new person whom you have just been introduced to?
NEVER! I'm always making friends out of strangers...x)

17 ) What type of books do you like reading? ( classics , fiction, etc . )
Books with humour.

18 ) What is your favourite font ?
Comic Sans.

19 ) What is your 2 favourite colours ?
Dark blue and Black.

20 ) Do you enjoy having siblings?
I might.....But i dun have em....

Number Two

1. What is your form of saying hello?
Arloz....Howdy and Yo.

2. What do you like to do when you are alone at home?
Slack in front of de com.

3. Do you prefer drawing cute anime or pretty anime?
Pretty anime.

4. What is the longest time you talked on the phone?
If i remember correctly it would be 4-6 hrs.

5. How long will guilty conscience overcome you after you have done anything bad?
A week before I give in.

6. What is the most amount of money you have spent?
800 bucks.

7. What animal would you like as a pet?
A dog? Maybe a beagle or a retriever....

8. How many mummy(s) do you have?
1 and only true blooded one...I dun believe in having friends as mummys. Its way too farfetched, friends as siblings is ok...

9. Do you like the date of your birthday? if no, then which date would you prefer and why?
June is a cool month..but its de holidays and no one really wishes u a happy bdae except for ur close friends.

10. Do you ever eat snails before?
Not yet.

11. What is your UTMOST FAVOURITE SONG?
My Chemical Romance - Helena.

12. Do you read books?
Nowadays....rarely.

13. List 5 people you think of:
YC, my parents , czk, jL

14. Why you choose the 5?
People I talk to often. =]

15. What is the relationship between you and 4?
We're close dota buddies.

Number Three

1. What are you doing now?
Doing this. =.=

2. What is your one and only FAVE hobby?
Listening and getting music.

3. Where do you love to go most?
My room.

4. If you could choose, what MUSICAL instrument would you play?
The drums, but my parents made me learn de guitar...=.=

5. Which songs do you like best?
Emo, Punk and pop.

6. IF someone declares he likes you in front of many people, and you do not like him, but you do not wish to embarass him, would you accept him or not?
If its a guy i'll tell him off dat im not gay. IF its a girl....i'll try and find a better place to sort this out...haha

7. Would you choose to live with your Mum or Dad?
Dis is tough, my mum gives me money...but my dad is less violent. hmm...

8. What qualities of a girl makes you like her?
Cute, humble, not too vain, caring and gentle....x)

9. What colour of nail polish would you rather use?
If i ever use one...guess it'll be black.

10. You were at a party when suddenly a gang fight happened outside the venue of the party and was nearly smashing your house into bits. Your parents entrusted you with the house, and you promised to keep it as nice as possible. So you..

a ) Do not care. I mean. It's JUST a house.

b ) PANIC! OMG , what if your parents kill you!

c ) Others. ( Please state. )

Ans: C. Tell them to get lost or de authorities would be on the way.

11. Are you afraid of creepy crawlies?
Yes.

12. Which animal(s) do you like? State all.
I dunno, dolphins? Er....dogs, cats, a koala?

13. Which phrase do you usually use?
(Oh ic....)...(haha.....ic)

14. What is your preference of TV shows? (e.g . Anime , Cartoons , Blockbuster movies .. )
Anime, comedy, cool movies.

15. How tall are you?
171+?

16. What event, special day do you like? (e.g . Valentines, Christmas etc. ) (Please state reason. )
Christmas and Chinese New year....U can celebrate with ur family n friends...and get new clothes...x)

17. Have you ever kissed a girl?
YEA!....but dat was WAY WAY back, back when I was still a cute young boy xD But er..I hope I can experience again in my lifetime...= o

18. Which fruit(s) do you LOVE eating?
Grapes, mango and durian.

19. Who do you love hanging out with?
Close friends.....probably girls...x)

20. Which online game do you LOVE playing the most?
DOTA.

21. Had anyone abused you before?
If dey can.....

22. You like the angel or the devil?
THE DEVIL.....

23. Are you rich or poor? Do you like being that?
Ppl think im rich for dunno wad reason...=.=" But seriously, im not.

24. Which sort of pollution do you wish to rid off completely? ( Noise , Light , Air , Water , Land pollution? )
Noise definitely.

25. What if your father peeps at your inbox, what would you do?
Go ahead, nothing to see inside anyways....ok mayb there ARE things...but he wun ne where to find it...x)

Friday, November 10, 2006

6:05 PM

Went on an exercising campaign with the same guys today....They were so on! They decided to meet at 9 in the morning =.=. We went and played street soccer at this enclosed court at khatib. Broke my feet bone i think.....So I could only play goalkeeper position for half the game.

11.30a.m: The girls, namely, denise and shermin. Joined us for badminton at the yishun stadium. Mavis was suppose to turn up but don't know what happened to her...heard she overslept. My feet were better by then so I played. Its been so long.....but....talent is talent....the skills is always there....xD

At 2 pm most of us were starved....We craved for food. It was raining....so we headed to dat famous "ba chor mee" stall at khatib to eat. A couple of us bought bubble tea n went home.

Simple, but exhausting day overall......zZzz..sleepy.....

6:03 PM

I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away

I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around, I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all
Before I go
Just so you know

It's getting hard to be around you
There's so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

This emptiness is killing me
And I'm wondering why I've waited so long
Looking back I realize
It was always there just never spoken
I'm waiting here... been waiting here

Thursday, November 09, 2006

7:51 PM

Today is a GRAND DAY...very grand indeed....george organised an outing!!! YES GEORGE TOH!!.....he was so enthu! on msn he said..."11.30 sharp amk mrt!" Nxt day he smsed me to say the same thing....and he called me at 8 today to remind me, AGAIN!...........=.="

Me, zk, lewis, yc, christopher, ying hui, raymond met george ltr at amk only to find out.....all de girls have dropped out at de last moment!.....C.R.A.P!! He claimed 20 ppl were coming....now look wad happened....its juz a couple of guys going to seoul garden to eat. - -" Gimme a break man...i din come out at 11.30 in de mornin to eat SEOUL GARDEN with a bunch of dudes...=.= A couple of us lost our appetite....lewis, zk, ying hui and me kinda got reluctant to go in seoul garden....but we din have a choice since we're already standing infront of de doorstep.

Lewis saw a couple of girls and sugguested asking them to join us for lunch......=.=" NEVER GOT CLOSE. We ate and ate....talk...ate again...talk awhile and continued eating....if im not mistaken we spend 3 hrs in dat restaurent doing juz dat.

Here's a couple of shots taken.

The guys then decided to go play LAN....was reluctant at 1st but i thought, "Oh wad de heck! Might as well go dere n thrash noobs for 4 dollars." Due to some bad things dat sucked during my visit dere....I've totally regretted ever going dere....It was an entire waste of money.

Haiz....I dunno...it happened again, my visit into de outside world....saw quite a number of couples.....that feeling...."If only....".....sigh, am i really fated....will i really never get to experience something like dat till de day i die..."TO THE PERSON UP DERE!!! SHOW ME A SIGN MAN...GIVE ME AT LEAST A TINY RAY OF HOPE!!" Is that too much to ask for........

Sunday, November 05, 2006

11:54 PM

Yawns.....holiday.....what can I say....is usually the best time of the year! But sadly, boring. I've been slacking at home....12 pm to 12 am a day....Using the computer....Playing game after game....This routine is boring the sh*t outta me. =.="

Don't feel like touching homework yet...BUT SOON. Waiting for the day jie lin comes back from her overseas trip so can we can go ahead with our outing. Waiting for 14th of November too....becoz of the class chalet I lost a job. Its sad...but i guess its worth it.

What can I do!! Wanna go out and hang out with people....but I lack the money! No job now....I can't possibly keep asking my parents for money. SOMEONE GIVE ME AN OPPORTUNITY TO WORK!!! I know im juz kidding myself....no one comes here to read anyways.

...............And the routine goes on.................

Thursday, November 02, 2006

9:38 PM

I went out with ming zhen, shu hui, jennifer and dennis today...x) We went to safra 1st to play bowling and billards.....been so long since i've went bowling....=.=" Its dennis 1st time but he got very gd at de end.....well.....not entirely but...u noe wad i mean. =] I lost de 1st game to dennis and owned de other 2 games....xD The girls were pretty gd also...at least dey did score...lol....shu hui won ming zhen a couple of times....=.= sad case....I dunno where he'ld hide his face nxt time. Jennifer was too "wen rou"....lol....even if de ball was straight...din have much impact on de pins.....= /

After dat we went "billard-ing", had to teach de rest de rules of de game...but the hardest part was to teach them de posture....lol.....de girls are funny! x)....de guys know a bit so its fine for dem.....

We walked from yishun safra to dat famous hawker centre nearby northpoint with de famous "HOKKIEN MEE" and sat down n ate our lunch. The other 2 dudes den went around northpoint to look for jobs...had to follow dem arnd....=.=

When dey cldnt find any available vacancies they persisted on to causeway point and yes.....we followed.......=.=" Walked in circles and still de hopeless duo cldnt find a single job....We then headed to de arcade as always to enjoy ourselves a bit...xD Then de duo tried de last chance of havin a job n headed back to sun plaza.

There.....GUESS WAD!!?? THEY FAILED MISERABLY AGAIN!!! sad guys....=.= dennis mum demanded him to go hme leaving de 4 of us behind...we headed to cd-rama listened to a few songs...and den headed to de library...de gals had to borrow bks for deir holiday assignment....Which reminds me....i also have bk review to do for de holidays.....Zzzzz....

NVM....I WILL SURVIVE!!! RAIN OR SHINE theres still 2 mre outings to go...xD....Si xuan, jie lin, vincent and me will be goin out again after so long x)...and eventually after jie lin flies back from china...or izit taiwan.......

Erm...anyways and on de 14-16 is de much awaited 2I and 2H chalet!.....Din really "PLAN IT TOGETHER WITH DEM"...but it was all "A COINCIDENCE" at least, thats wad sisca and her giraffe "CLAIMS"......hmm

Wednesday, November 01, 2006

1:09 AM

Aha....the pictures as promised....shld have gotten a professional photographer or something....= /.....i look dumb....zzzz, BUT IT WAS STILL ENJOYABLE NEVERTHELESS. =] Its juz de 4 of us...simple grps are always nicer...x) Its late evening so its naturally dark....

Man dis is like my lucky day...a picture with a girl....x)

This guy got lucky too...=.=

And jennifer =]

Awesome gal friends! xD

Friends for de past 4 years and still strong....=]

Awesome......Best buds forever!!!

Sry about all de weird pose and faces....Im not an expert at takin fotos like all de other neoprint girls are.....haha! Very stiff....x) I cld have swore i took a pic with jenn...dat m.z must have got it lost in his hp n din send it to me...=.=" Anyways its 2 am now...im beat! C'yaz!