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Tuesday, October 31, 2006

12:15 AM

Today...is er...lets see....OH ya! Monday...but its 12 pm now...so i guess its already yesterday....Woke up at 10 am....dunno how...coz i slept at 2 am...Anyways, today I woke up! Determined to get a job! I dunno why...de feeling juz came....I called a couple of numbers...so i went down to yishun macdonald at around 12 pm to sign a job application.....Now im juz waiting for them to call me back for an interview or something.

Shu hui smsed me telling me she, jennifer and ming zhen are meeting later for basketball...Since im outside already..wad de heck might as well go...plus its been quite a long time since i've seen de girls already...xD...MISS DEM!!! hohoho....so ya....bought bubble tea and headed dere.

To tell u de truth, i've never liked bball...doesnt impress me as much as soccer. Beeen a few yrs since I've played...but still....din lose my touch yet..x) Shu hui and jennifer's friends came ltr to join us....We played together...sweat......broken a few finger bones.....its still quite pain now juz typing....=.="

After de ball game we played poker...almost every single game de poker cards can offer us....lol...im very surprised shu hui n jennifer....CAN PLAY SO WELL SIA......=.=" esp jenn, coz she's de "innocent and blur" looking kinda gal....haha. After dat we headed to some fitness station n crapped arnd....took a few pics....Shall post dem wen I get dem from ming zhen.

Kinda enjoyed myself today...xD The girls are about de same....nothing much has changed....But if u two are reading dis...den PERHAPS...JUZ PERHAPS! There might be some good changes dat i DIN NOTICE....haa! x)

Tmr is p.t.c..."Parent Teacher Conference"....Clueless as to wad to expect tmr...wad things old chin might say to my parents....hope it goes like..."Ur child is an excellent breed!! Such brilliance! By Golly! Never in de history of my teaching career....Its such an honour to teach him!" xD xD xD xD......

...........And de dream goes on......................

Sunday, October 29, 2006

10:59 PM

I've been hearing alot of things lately from friends.....especially about transfering school....haiz....looks like so many people want to transfer school just coz of the combination ur given. I dun tink its really necessary to transfer school, even my tuition teacher said that. Afterall, look at it this way...you are picked to be in a certain combination in the school for a reason. The teachers think you'll do better there.

For example if u got into a pure and 2 combine stream. Transferring to a better school for 2 pure might be too stressful for u, and u cant adapt there coz you already missed out on the 1st 2 years in your new school and ur juz left with 2 till u graduate. If u go into a neighbourhood school and get 2 pure, it MIGHT not give u the same standard that phs has...so u MIGHT miss out on some things, ya? xD

Ok maybe my opinion is bias since its my friends that are going to leave the school....haha! But it kinda makes some sense, if u really understand what im trying to say. Ok, who am I kidding, maybe it really will be a better place in another school...i dunno....just follow ur heart ppl....Dun get affected by what ur parents think....ask someone who will tell you everything you need to know. Smack some sense into your parents if they continue with their "outdated" kind of thinking.....=]

Friday, October 27, 2006

10:31 PM

Aw'right I wanna wrap up this year with my thoughts on every single individual of 2 Integ 06...=] I tink its nice to do this since we'lre splitting up after 2 years, haa! And coz i wanna kill time...Right! so i'll go take de attendance list to make sure im not missing anyone...x)

1.) Grace: She's a nice girl i guess...haha...laughs alot...diaos alot...kinda violent, seem to have some kind of issue with me...I dunno wad.

2.) Wen Yi: She's cold......very cold.....but sometimes shes happy and cheerful...which is usually de time i choose to talk to her...xD I'm hated by her I think...haiz....We're still classmates nxt yr, so i guess is still ok...haa!

3.) Min Yen: She's wacky....crazy at times...can be very emotional...She hates me too i tink.....= /

4.) Mavis: I think she's cute nia....haa! She looks so japanese with her small eyes...LOL! She's one of de wacky girl trio, and we both like naruto...=]

5.) Shermin: The 2nd wacky trio, can be crazy n nuts at times with denise but when she's serious...shes quite mature actually....haha! She hates me for being too honest with my comments on some things....I guess dats wad de other girls hate me for too.

6.) Denise: She barks alot...3rd and last wacky trio....Very hyper....Raises voice alot....emotional....Same as shermin, she's mature when shes serious....

7.) Sisca: She's our class vice-chairman....Always smiling....very cute....Can get scary wen she's pissed. Very cheerful person and very hyper....=]

8.) Ji Yeon: She's came to our class last yr, she's from korea...A mature girl...guess coz she's 1 yr our senior...is close friends with sisca...Laughs and smiles alot...guess its influenced from sisca...haha

9.) Sili: A dedicated volleyballer....always seeing her train..is in our renown sch volleyball team....most of de time u'ld see her lookin like dis --> =.= We can get along well at times...and sometimes we cant. and i mean...CANT.

10.) Tiffany Tam: Captain of de lower sec girl table tennis team, she too is wacky at times....But under dat crazyness is a Chinese genious....She's a diploma pianist or some grade like dat...I cant rem..but she's gd..very gd...haha

11.) Kai Shi: Most of the time, very shy....quiet...always tags along with dew, is one of dose clever girls from our class....haha.

12.) Dew: A loud-mouth genious....intelligent girl who sometimes speak too loud and is violent....Currently rumoured to have a thing for yc. x)

13.) Andry: He came to our class early sec 1 with Ji Yeon and Ying Hui, n u guessed it, he's not singaporean like de other 2, an indonesian...But in sec 2, we never saw him again...Heard he went somewhere and is rumoured to be dead.....

14.) Gregory: Our class chairman, he's a super nice guy in person...calm and quiet. His online personality is de exact opposite...haha! The "girls like" kinda guy....haha...A pal who always plays dota with me and zk...We're all pro dota players.....hohohoho....xD

15.) Zhi Kai: A npcc corporal hu is very cute....haha....Nicknamed "care bear" coz of his gentle lookin n mature characteristic. May look a bit chubby but he's gd in sports and goes joggin once in awhile. Is my other dota pal. =]

16.) Lewis: He's basically a guy who fights for his rights practically...Hot tempered most of de time, but when he's calm he's juz another nice guy to hang out with....my cool bro. x)

17.)Christopher: He's born on 1993 which makes him unique already...He likes to crack jokes....De girls like him n call him "christo-fee-fee" Direct Pronounciation*, If im not rong....He's a soccer fanatic. even though he's de youngest, he is mature.

18.) Ying Hui: He's a China guy, whos 2 yrs our senior but u cant really tell, Is obviously gd in chinese and in maths. He is struggling with de other subjects. He's also a very gd soccer player....He used to be shy wen he came, but after joinin our class...he's been loggerheads with me at times coz we're both egoistic.....HAA!

19.) Felix: He's very quiet and keeps a very low profile. *Psst! he thinks he's soccer is gd...but its horrible, seriously. He joined us in early sec 2.

20.) Harrison: He's nick-named "lady killer" coz most of de time u'ld see him around a bunch of girls....Early dis few mths he excelled in maths and ppl look to him for tuition...

21.) Jonathan: A guy who is a loyal supporter of my jokes...xD He laughs like mad all de time....But he's a mature guy hu speech in english is very gd...from wad i tink. But his written english papers are also gd.

22.) Eugene: Dis guy is one of de few of de ppl in our class hu is musically inclined...He plays de saxophone if im not rong. He gets bullied all de time too! haha...he's a nice guy to hang with....very cute...LOL! He is also very clever and he's been promoted to de top express class nxt yr. Will miss being a classmate with him.

23.) Kenneth: He's a quiet and clever guy. Doesnt talk much except to joey...And he's quite gd in Poker cards sia....= o

24.) Leslie: He's always claiming his "handsome face" will save de day and all...He's a table tennis player..Mature guy hu often crack a few jokes to make de day better.

25.) Yan Cheng: He's jokes sometimes are super lame....Has an attitude problem with me coz whatever I say he'll be like..."Whatever!"...=.= He cant handle me! xD Anyways, he is rumoured to be goin out with...DEW.

26.) Leon: A small guy hu gets bullied but retaliates....He's also one of de intelligent guys. The girls find his small size cute.

28.) Ming Yan: He's a super lame guy.....his jokes are cold...very cold....He has a habit of copying ppls jokes and sayin to ppl again....Recently he's sticking with lewis alot. He's an ok guy.

29.) Casey: God this guy...I dunno wad to say...Even though i can get along with him, I can stand him at times, so do de other guys....The act cute face in front of girls...always making public enemy of ppl, baby screaming....He also is always seen around girls de entire day. He's basically a guy hu depends on girl to live. I think he's de only childish guy in dis class hu's voice hasnt break yet.

30.) Raymond: He's a cool dude who speaks like an ah beng but its a gentle guy...haha...he has de kind of cool attitude like jay chou, hu is ironically his idol.

31.) Barry: He is a weird guy...he licks guys, rub against boys, and practically acts gay...sry man. I got to be de public enemy a few mths back coz i accused him of being super gay and discriminating him together with xavier. I mean come on, what else can i say...im juz telling de truth....he doesnt like it when ppl call him a gay, but he acts like one...=.=" He is actually a mature guy under all dat weirdness if u talk to him in a serious conversation.

32.) Shaun: Dis guy is damn quiet....he's easily bullied. Likes to Pon classes n sch...Is a maple addict.

33.) George: This guy is..."dun wanna be taboo or anything", ABIT BIGGER DEN DE AVERAGE PERSON, he gets teased by ppl alot n he likes to use violent to counter de teasing. He's quite intelligent...but he is super lame as well. He once called me at night to ask me about pokemon.

34.) Joey: He's violent but he doesnt noe it...de way he says hi is to slap ur back..he tawt he hits gently...but it irritates ppl...He is a nice guy under dat crazyness....He can be helpful n kind at times.

35.) Xavier: This guy is super egoistic, he will nver lose to someone in a quarrel. He uses vulgarities alot for a super short guy. He discriminates ppl very well...He used to follow me around alot...He called ming yan a dog once for following lewis so much, wen i helped ming yan and called him a dog too...he's been attituding me like crazy...he's stopped following me since den. He will scold a vulgarity everytime ppl try to tell him something...alot of ppl wanna kill him at times coz of his arrogance...Since de incident he's been following zhi kai now...ironic isint it...His behaviour is amusing....I cant wait to see de day someone actually kill him for his unbelievable arrogance.

Thursday, October 26, 2006

7:19 PM

On Tuesday went to a jamming session with, zheng quan, abigail, sze hoe and isaac. It was a long day but i wun say too much...coz its already a 2 day ago kinda stuff...After dat everyone except sze hoe went to sentosa to play amazing race with de ppl of a church, i dunno wad church it is coz zheng quan n abigail dragged me along one....haha. Zheng quan also offered free taxi ride to dere n back....Being so irrisistable, I went....= /

Ok today is thursday...the final last day of the term....Time kinda flies now dat u look back. At the beginning of the year its like...god....im still sec 2...I WANNA WEAR LONG PANTS!....n now poof we're holidays away to becoming sec 3. The whole day i had P.A. End of sch everyone headed to mr chin's classroom. Mr chin gave us sweets n snacks like he usually did at E.O.Ys.....Nice old fella....=] Thats why we love him....haha!

Mr Chin then played a video that shermin made of 2 Integrity 06! I thought it was gonna be dose boring low-quality videos but my....it was actually quite touching! Of coz i din cry n neither did any of the guys did....prob coz most of de pics in the video were of de girls n Barry. zzz =.=" But we still kinda felt de sadness after de video I can tell...coz all de boys stopped deir gambling game juz to watch it. Including me...x) The video sent all the girls crying....Cant help it....we understand wad dey feel like, so de only thing we cld do is juz let dem cry all deir hearts out to feel better?

Ya so dats about it....We got our combination back....another thing dat sent de day all sad n stuff, to make it worst it was RAINING! everyone crowded round de notice at the foyer. Haiz...sadly i din make it to either of my 1st 3 choices. Im now a combination D student....aka. Pure Bio n Combine Physics/Chem student. aka. 3 Humility student. But actually after looking at all de ppl who dreaded deir combination in E coz dey dun have A maths...I thought it was quite ok bah....I tried to console a few of dem...but i guess dey needed time to think through this. I did not appeal coz i tink its uselss to do so. I mean wad done is done...why force myself into harder subjects wen de teachers have finalize wad dey think is best for me.

Fellow Phsians.....try not to get too affected by de combinations, ya? What done is done....de future is up to u now....U cant change de past anymre....Friends will always stay as friends even though ur not in de same class anymre. REM!

Miss Yoges: "True Friendships Cross Over Boundaries." - That's wad sisca said =]

Saturday, October 21, 2006

8:54 PM

Awesome....went guitar shopping today with me dad. Its not just me, he wanted to get a guitar so that he can "sharpen" up his skills from where he left off as a teen....from what he says anyway....=.=" We went to Bras Basah? Somewhere near Dhouby Ghaut. Rad shop! They had everything....from keyboard, guitars and drums on display....My dad only had his attention on the offer that they had....$299 Set which comes with a free electric tuner, 3 picks, a dvd on basics, guitar bag and a strap.

Isin't it a beauty....x)

Yep thats it for today....=]

Friday, October 20, 2006

9:50 PM

I shall emphasize on just the talent trek that happened today due to some time constrain...x)....Alrighty after weeks of rehearsel....its finally the actual day. Feels great managing the sound system by myself...=] Ze xuan was dere to play the musics as she always does in de rehearsels... Some faults here and there from me.....Elias band was good with "Perfect"....The music was smooth and consistant....The gal singers sang quite well for deir songs....they sang so softly I had to increase the freakin volume to its limit causing some feedback here and there.

When Elias band had to play "Gone so young" I swore Jacob made a few mistakes here and dere...but i guess its due to the nervousness? The electric guitars was also too loud...Making elias singing and de drums softer den de music which is a bad thing. Seriously i thought rehearsel time was much much better den this "version" of gone so young....haha, and i realised jacob tried some new stuff since I've heard the original song many times before....The ending was okay. Quite nice actually.

I think i did pretty well...x) Fading in and out the musics for de ppl, controlling their voices..reducing their "zhao xia: Off-pitchness" as much as possible. I cant believed Type four got last place though....gee...even though they won most popular...guess de judges dun agree...November criminals kinda sucked, "I'm Not Okay" was juz horrible...If u wanna sound like gerad way of my chemical romance at least do ur best...ur just screaming ur ass off?

Overall...I wanna thank Kim for remembering us P.A and ze xuan for helping out and thanking us...apart from the rest of the people...I hope the audience also know we tried our best to make de show nice? And not just...hey P.A is just there to clean up their mess and to be blamed for their horrible singing and stuff. Heard Pei Qi got scolded for going up on stage to adjust the singers mics? What the hell is up with that....she's just doing her job? Can't u blame the singer for anyhow shifting the positions and making our life more difficult? She's just trying to make sure the next performer has a "PROPER" mic to use before they blame us again....

Thursday, October 19, 2006

1:21 PM

Right-oh....i took this off of jennifer's blog....but she made me do it...haa! x) SO anyways the quiz....

#1. single taken or crushing?

single....I think im crushing too....haiz...I dunno myself...= /

#2. are youu happyy wibb your life now?

Dunno, this things come and go...im usually not satisfied with my life.

#3. when youu meet wibb the right person, will youu fall in love wibb him fast?

yes....definitely

#4. have youu ever had your heart broken?

yup.

#5. do youu believe there are some circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?

No no....definitely not acceptable. Its unfair to the other person

#6. would youu take someone back if he/she cheats on youu?

Gee....it really depends on how she's changed.

#7. have youu ever talked about marriage wibb another one before?

Yes! Such an interesting subject....we were already considering the number of kids we shld have already. haha...

#8. do youu want children?

Yeah. If i ever get married though...= /

#9. how manyy?

1-2?

#10. would youu consider adoption?

Be like angelina jolie? I dun really think i'll consider it...its de prob wen dey grow up n find out we're not deir maternal parents or somethin....

#11. if someone likes youu now right now, what do youu think is the best way to let youu know his/her feelings?

By just telling me? I wun go freaking out on them coz i know how dey'll feel if dat happens coz i've "experienced it before".....

#12. do youu enjoy getting into a relationship?

Its definitely a nice thing to get companionship and belonging. But its bad when de opposite demands u spend every single time with her...dat is wrong.

#13. be honest. what is the furthest youu and your ex did?

Ex? I dun remember having a serious relationship unless u count dat primary 2 one..haa...That was scary, i kissed her once...and i thought that it was over...a kid was on the way....

#14. do youu believe in love at first sight?

Yeah.

#15. are youu romantic?

Haa! mmmmm.....yes! =]

#16. do youu believe youu can change someone?

Yeah...sure...try me...haha

#17. if youu could married somewhere, where would it be?

Paris, definitely.

#18. do youu easily gibb up when youu are fighting?

No way.

#19. do youu habb feelings for someone right now?

I think so....

#20. have youu ever wished that youu had someone but youu messed it up?

Wished dat i have someone but I messed it up? Why wish...I dun get it...haha..But i think i messed one up before...= /

#21. have youu ever broken a heart?

I have no idea...i barely have a heart to break anyways.

#22. if one day your best friend fall in love wibb the boy/girl youu deeply in love wibb, what would youu do?

Thats impossible I think coz my friends dunno her...x)

#23. are youu missing someone right now?

Yea...perhaps....not really missing...but thinking of?

now youu habb to name 5 of your friends to do this survey in their blogs and write down their names in the list below and tag them in their blogs to let them know.

Si Xuan
Jie Lin
Jacob Josiah Alvarez
Sisca Christine Haryanto
Elias

Bah! Anyone could do it.....if u wanna.....=]

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

9:39 PM

Today there was alot of activities....coz exams over? We had a couple of interclass games....I had soccer...and we lost 2 matches to one....all expected anyways....= / Then we had a talk on bgr.....the speaker was super crappish...Like erm...a pastor? I think thats just a cover up....can tell he's superly sexually excited....Talks like any other singaporean to me....= o....He's funny I gotta admit, but not really a "motivator" if u ask me.

Got my strip of combination back to confirm my choices, I took de combis in order of "C,A,B,D,E"....which is quite weird considering lyk de best combi is A-E haha....

And oh integ chalet is in discussion...poor sisca...everyone so complaining and stuff, its hard being an organiser....U usually have to take de crap from ppl even wen u try ur best to make somethin smooth...."Aiya, too expensive!"..."See first!" etc. Since i understand how she feels...im rather suportive of anything...haha, I juz wanna enjoy my time in de last moments of 2 Integ....

Bright side is the haze is "clearing up" FOR NOW....screw the Indonesian gov for not even trying anything to clear the smoke.....Ruining so many ppl....posing so much health hazard, making me n my friends throat uneasy.....blardy uncivilised country.....! =.="

Take care of ur healths people!

Saturday, October 14, 2006

12:29 AM

Hey its me again guys, well erm....today is friday the 13th....So we're suppose to go back to sch after a 2 days holiday...to check our papers...sadly, we only got back 1 hme econ paper, half an english paper and half a maths paper.....gotta say im kinda shocked by de marks....i thought it was gonna be another borderline case for me....but its not that this time i think...= o.....

Super blessed as i am...x)I got a er....52/70 for english? A....er...31/50 for maths and a 76/100 for hme econs...hmm....its kinda weird...i noe u all must e thinking..."shit....this guys marks is like......shit.."....But its ok to me, ya? I'm glad enuf I din fail any yet....=.=" Its a bad feeling for me to fail de eoy...I dunno why...

Ya i guess dats about it...till den..take care! Gotta go play my game now...x) Ciao~

Monday, October 09, 2006

5:25 PM

Favourite colour: Anything dark, Navy blue perhaps =]
Favourite food: Wide range of deep-fried unhealthy food
Favourite movie: Comedy, romance, action packed?
Favourite sport: Soccer and snooker.
Favourite ice-cream: Vanilla and choc.
Favourite TV shows: Reality TV....MTV, Wrestling? x)
Current mood: Tired.....damn tired......dead.....tired....
Current clothes: Beige shorts, white shirt.
Current desktop: Naruto
Current toenail colour: Erm, the way it should be.
Current time: 5.30 PM
Current annoyance: Casey Ong? Xavier Toh?....Not sure..
Current thoughts: Arts.....fail....pass....Dinner, a girl....
First best friend: Kam Chee Wah
First crush: Hmm....6 yrs ago? whahaha....
First movie: I cant remember man, erm....power rangers de movie? x)
Last cigarette: Not yet...I sweared not to take one anyways.
Last car ride: Today
Last crush: A small feeling I have now, dun really wanna think too much about it, y'noe?
Last phone call: Erm.....geez, 2 wks ago?
Last CD played: X-Men 3.
Have you ever dated one of your best friends: Dated? Naw....no one wants me.
Have you ever broken the law: yea i tink so...not police cases!! Those things u do in life...= o
Have you ever been arrested: Nope, sry to dissapoint u guys.
Have you ever skinny dipped: Yeahhh.....no. I havent yet, it wld be cool. But afterall, its Singapore?
Have you ever kissed someone you don't know: Awww gee...no, who wld let me kiss her?
Have you ever loved and lost somebody: Yeah actually I have....its sad.

Grabbed it off of Elias blog, sry pal.

So E.O.Y is officially gonna end at de strike of noon tmr. Dats de end of my jail term...but I dun realli tink i fared well at all....haiz...wad done is done...im prepared for my own wrong doing. Somehow as we're getting streamed dis yr, and I dun really feel dat good...especially wen ur listening to "numb" by linkin park...=.=, I mean...its gonna be de end of integrity....de self proclaimed "moz united class of our cohort"....There are definitely ups and downs but its been great I can assure u...Somehow im starting to miss my primary school friends as well...Wanna see them dis holiday as well...=o Maybe one last chalet for integrity b4 we part. ok! enough of de mushy stuffs....rock on people!

Friday, October 06, 2006

7:29 PM

Today was history paper...and I have to announce dat im officially screwed this time....My history was terrible man....And i was short of time too..took de last 5 mins to rush through de last question worth 10 marks....=.=".....~D.E.A.D M.E.A.T~

Anyways after de paper, it was still very early, round 10.25 am? We were released and we boys....were driven with soccer passion...did not play soccer for de past few days coz it was always mugging mugging....so we played for about 2 hrs before a teacher told us to go hme n study? = o

Then ying hui, zhi kai, raymond, leslie, leon, christoper "tang" and "budiman" decided to head to seoul gardens to eat coz we cldnt decide where to eat. Wen we reached dere, de price was.................god.......12.70 each....everyone eyes were a lil shaken...i can tell..but dey put up a brave front, like me...=] I was sorta reluctunt...but wad de heck, we're already dere...can't leave now. Leon was going on about going hme n not having money den say we "pang sehed" him?...like wth...he wanted to leave...not our prob right..den we kept coaxing him to join us, den a lil tears was in his eyes....=.=" We told him we werent gang raping him or anything, why cry? hmm.....anyways after much persuasion he went. We talked about why go to seoul garden now wen we can go after de whole e.o.y is over? Den raymond sugguested: "we can go again after de exam wad...".......Everybody: *silence......*

Ate like a king, super full, den all de boys except leslie and leon wanted to play soccer again to "digest the food"....haha...So yea, we headed to a block beside de restuarant with a soccer field in it, lewis joined us ltr and we played until 4.30? Geez...din noe we spent 5 hrs outside of sch. Headed back hme and tadaa! Im here? And im going now too....sooooo, take care people!

Thursday, October 05, 2006

4:16 PM

Yeee Haw....its me again...= o apparently...there isint much "happenings" in life since de e.o.y is here?....and lyk every1 is all stressed out n mugging every second? Makes u wonder how I have de time to actually post here huh? So i'll try to make it short, for mine n ur sake, ya?

Alrighty, we started doing english paper on friday...everyone was tense..de atmosphere was tense...in fact..it was "FREEZING", apparently i thought i din have to bring my jacket along since i tawt "bah! what the heck...guys dun nid jackets!" but in the end...i was shivering like a cold turkey. Drooling from the nose, it was hard to concentrate wen ur controlling ur sneezes. *It's coz i had flu dis past few days."

Luckily english wasnt dat hard...=] then it was maths, and literature de nxt day...n damn..it was a p.iece o.f r.ock. Hard as it is, i was still drooling dat day. =.="
After de paper...most of the ppl i talked to had faces like this --> 0 . o " <-- "freaky huh"....

And today...i was chinese! My pathetic mother tongue language....it was hard for me of coz....i sometimes feek awkward in de presense of higher mother tongue ppl...they are like....up there! and im way down below....Its kinda weird. Ah but heck, wad done is done...I'll juz pray for my papers n wish for de best!

Anyways, fellow presbyterians! The road to freedom is a long n tough one...but juz a few mre days to go, ya? So BUCK UP!!! Drink ur water! perhaps get some rest as well...and push on!!! RAWWWRR.....?